Story of my day ♥

2010-02-14T05:39:00.001-08:00

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2009-12-11T00:49:00.000-08:00

aiyaya..
I tot i changed my link d ?
how come u guys still can get my blog ?
haha.
nvm.
Bcz of LIM BAN KENG,
my blog isn't safe anymore. xD
So YOU!
Stop Viewing my blog. Lol
Kill you if u talk something sensitive with me.

I still worrying my future.
those stuffs kinda bothering me.

Which road should I choose ?

i'm in the situation of ...
refer to
"the road not taken"

Eww i'm starving

This is my life

2009-12-03T17:41:00.000-08:00

从前有个受保护的人类，

她有疼爱她过度的父母，

从小到大都那么保护着她，

当她还是个儿童时；

家人时常带她到各处地方玩耍，

给了她最好的东西。

小学了，家人年年要她拿个一，二，三名，

她也做到了，她也是巡员也是班长。

到了中学，是小孩的叛逆期，

家人担心她会学坏，就开始慢慢的控制她的自由

－不可以接男子电话，不可以出踏出家门半步，会依时打电话检查她是否在家，

不可以去任何派对，营会，活动等等。当她很幸运地被他们允许可以外出，也没有了自由，

他会跟她过去，调查和她外出的有男生吗？

另外他们也要求你的成绩要达到他们的水准。

但他们要就是要，不理会你是怎样辛苦读来的。

他们要看的是你亮眼的成绩，从小到大，

她妈妈都不检查及教导她功课，颁奖典礼也不来，只是每天逼着你读书。。

只要求你做到他们的理想女儿

很不幸的这样的被保护着她起初很难接受。

被保护的副作用是她会有离家出走的想法，

只要离开这个家就没有人管她了。

离开了她就自由了（她是这样地期待着）

始终没了勇气，放弃了。

因为这样的保护也让她的中学时期过的有点辛苦，

每当朋友的邀约，心里是万分的想去但被那些＂理由＂给狠狠拒绝。

他们都说去那些派对朋友会下药迷昏她，又或者怕她给人拐带，还是游泳游到溺水。等等等等

她到现在还没尝试过的东西有很多很多，

可能对你说是家常便饭的事情她也可能没经历过。

她的行动想被牵了线，被绑了手脚。

控制她所有行动就是她的家人。

可是渐渐的她对于这种的＂过度保护＂始终习惯了。

现在的她，不再渴望往外走。

已经一放学就回家。去补习。就过一天。

不管她在家做什么，就是待在家－上网

毕竟被训练过这样的日子都５年了麻。

她现在出去连在店里叫菜的勇气都没有，

因为惯了家人帮她叫，捧到她面前。

她不喜欢这样的自己

不独立
没想法
没立场
犹豫不决
人家说是就是，不是就不是

她已经没有能力分辨对错。

她渴望家人可以放手，让她自己跌到再自己走。

而不是一直握着她的手，到最后。。。

human being proven to be materialistic

2009-10-29T07:23:00.000-07:00

Okay now. I knew My birthday coming , few more days to go , but doesn't feel wanna celebrate much this year, should know why .. spm mood really influenze me alot alot... my birthday coming sensed that we need to sit for spm soon. Aren't me nervous ? good question.
I'm not so honestly, mayb still have 2 weeks plus, although I know it's near but still... @.@
Not really don't bother, at least I start revising some subjects like physic *start from zero knowledge, the subj I anti alot since f4 but in this condition I must love it, and this is what I always mentioned infront frens , and they will gimme me "=0" #unbelivable face# * Next, I did revise biology, but half way I changed to physic. :) others, dint touch yet. Next week I will start memorising stupid facts-obviously is history. Haix, hope that my brain can keep it tight, stay still in my brain. IF NOT, I will fail in my spm. pls brain, work hard for me only this few weeks, after that we will be free. ^^
Yea, after spm I must pass my undang first, my first job. if not nex year must wait till 21 yrs old only can get license, shit rules.
After that I will find a suitable college , asap bcz mayb taking Jan intake if possible.
I'm taking accounting + financial *mayb change also* haha

People I tell u,
nowadays your degree cert is extremely important for your future,
without that dont care you'r superb genius you are also rubbish for tham,
your boss will treat you like dog, scold u like mad and curse you like nothing.
Dont think that you taking that course doensn't need a degree, in this world ANYTHING ANYONE is just so materialislic , they wants you to show what you achieved either degree*the basic one* / master ? while not showing off that you'r talented.
This is really a piece of advise for you guys.
no matter what, take your degree first ! only think of your next steps.

Anyways,
just good luck in spm.
A's A's A's ....
getting you.. :)
i'm working hard to get u ... sleepless night, :(
I can do it i can i can i can. I wants A's !

Just this little time for me :(

2009-10-05T08:49:00.000-07:00

I know i dint online for a several weeks , if i'm not mistaken la.
some reasons is bcz connection not stable *cant online*
but major reason is bcz i need to prepare for my coming spm,
and i'm not interested in com jor,
dunno why just dun have the feeling to on my computer,
But since my frens asking me to update my blog,
so i'm now stealing a little time to blog here, telling u guys i'm fine xP
and check my fb. but actually ntg to see in my fb also - just one word *boring*
hrm.
i deciding to change my link of blog asap.
wanted to keep it MORE privacy,
i know quite some no. of u know my blog d HEHE.
i will change if i got time :)
so let's tok bout my recent life ba.
currently my life is quite fine.
got bought some new dress, pants, watch and
even some facial things that cost bout 300+ eye roll
nvm la. just use it . doesn't harm me also , but dunno got effect anot lo :(

And yes HAPPY MOON CAKE FESTIVAL,
got received some msgs as usual. THANKS :)
but we din celebrate,
whole family attended cousin's wedding.
i will post up photo *if i got time* but dunno when kay.
so nth special bout this day.

Today 5 OCT,
i return for my piano lesson after stop for 1 month cause to get ready for my trial.
i'm worrying for my spm .
is really coming soon. and i haven fully prepared.
i need to maximise my this STUDY LEAVE for my last chance.
God bless me dude.

okay la i think tat's all.
gtg :)
good luck/

ouch holiday

2009-09-24T12:13:00.000-07:00

huh,
i'm getting nottier ;
always slept very late oh.
Hehe, what to do.
no ppl bother what time i sleep also :P
all sleep like pig now and i'm still on9 here,
bro stayed in hospital acc his gf.
yor how sweet.
But this made my parents headache jor.
for some reasons *keep it private*
haiz. my panda eyes gonna appear again.
hrm. now is 3.20am i'm still awake here.
watching korean drama through youtube :D
YES YES i wanna study.
gimme some inspiration to study pls.
hope so . .
du du du/

who really care ?

2009-09-15T22:11:00.000-07:00

Today suppose to be a nice day,
and yet i'm happy until this morning,
after add math exam,
i'm still happy.
finally trials over and i feel good - relax
still in a good mood after school
cause i get my add math2 result.
satisfy with it.

nightmare came,
reached home,
my mother called.
she love comparing,
here and there,
from ur toes to hair ;
from physical to studies ;
she's TOO OVER i tell you.
i cant stand her . seriously her words really hit my heart.

here's example.
when u tell her ur result :
perhaps ur mark is 99,
she will tell u : what ? only 99 ? who's the highest then!! you or ... ? somebody else ?
perhaps ur mark is 95 ,
she will keep asking : who's highest ?!! who's highest ??!!! your fren that one get how many ar ?
perhaps ur mark is 90 ,
she will say : oh, you'r the highest mer ? ur fren xxx how many oh ? why they can get higher than u ?
perhaps you get only A2 :
she will giv u respond or sometimes not : mayb she will answer "oh ok." *den turn back continue her stuffs* feels like talking to me is wasting time.
perhaps u get a only B3 or B4 :
she start grumbling : why you dint study well ar ? watch tv la. ask u study dont want study. ppl can get high marks why u cant !
perhaps u're unlucky just get a ngam ngam pass :
and tat's end of your world, you'r prove to be fail in that particular subject in her mind.
unless you can get an A for at least 2 times to prove that you're smart actually. sigh~

She's fair,
brother sometimes get not bad result in college,
she treat him the same way , fair right ?
Not say we're greedy or proud to get good result and required for a simple praising from parents ,
those words will make you get a better result and act as inspiration for you to keep going in studies.
isn't that so difficult to make them say : "Waw, not bad ya. keep it on dear. i'm proud of you." Although it's simple but it do simply make up your day.
i hope they would praise me although just a simple few words.
but fact is fact. they dont .
it's ok.
mayb you guys tot i'm sensitive but that kind of feeling, it's hurt.
it sometimes make me feel some kind,
that mayb i could just get a normal result,
don't study so hard, just a simple B or nearly A.
bcz their respond alwayx the same,
got respond = no respond .
Better than you get a really good result,
hopes to be praised but ended up with a bad mood.

While i think it's the same for some of the parents,
cant blame but i don't like the feeling.
I seriously doesn't feel good with those *compare* words.
I'm sad.
my tears dropping while writting this post.
I really wanna know
why every parents is the same .. ?
mayb they are not wrong.
She hopes for the best.
But your effort behind it, who cares !!!
no-one cared about your stupid bloody hard work.
those who sleep less than 4hours a day, STUPID!
they wont appreciate. DAMNIT!
they wants the result.
with tat you're everything,
if not you're just nothing .

The feeling of my day :

seriously in bad mood.

it worth to sleep less =)

2009-09-14T21:53:00.000-07:00

yo!
slept an hour fer last time,
this time burning for physic ,
i knew it's amaze thou,
bcz my frens know I hate physic THE MOST.
watever,
I did it.
but still. -hard-
haha. nvm. chill.

Ohyea. good news. tml is my subject, add math.
although i'm not counted as pro in this subj ;
but i really love it, among all subjs.
^_________^
okay i will be prepared for that.

After trial is HOLIDAYS!
screaming from heart!!!
ha, superb good news for me,
after being tortured by trial for almost a month. sigh~
gonna be insane. 3 days sleep for only 6+ hours.
I used to sleep 8 hours a day last time , but now.. :'(
dont mention ady.
ahah..today feel so dizzy after wake up, heartbeat rate increase after drank cup of coffee last night. effect of coffeine. no appetite.
mummy damn worried about me,
keep asking whether i'm ok anot . ha, she wants to cancel my tuition.
but i refused ! I want to go tuition :)
no wasting money uh =P *but i skipped some of tuitions during trials also la*
hehe.

Lol.
my stomach's alarm clock ring again.
i think i gonna take some foods :D
if not feel sorry to my stomach.
bye ~

Feeling of the day ♥

HAPPY + HAPPY !

♥ you ♥ you ♥ you

my dear family

you completed my life ♥

♥ My day today and yesterday

2009-09-13T21:57:00.000-07:00

My day --> don't really feel good for today.

Chemistry paper 1 & 2.
Not so easy ,
can considered as difficult .
I blank some of the question ,
I tried to squeeze my brain but nothing can related to the ques, haha~
Den give up duh .
After teacher collected the paper,
comments all about "hard right !?" "hard ler TT" "die le my chem!" "fail!" "omg ! " "hard anot la?" "sei lo, essay blank all" "my structure dunno how to do wei!"
BUT ! dont get cheated by them. their result will give u a BIG SHOCK ! :D
they will definitely passed with a flying colours.
this is how I describe my class la.. * ^^v *

Tomorrow is Physic , second last paper, teehee =D glad thou.
I mean because is the second last paper,
bcz I'm not interested in PHY at all.
well things tat i'm glad of is last day is my fav sub - add math.
hope can score well for that , bless me ya.
Den what i wanna say uh .. ?
hrm ~ after trial I wanna go out relax my exhausted mind :P
craving to have a shopping , anyone available ?
haha currently looking for new dress o.O

Let's talk bout yesterday,
we went port Klang for seafoods , yes AGAIN LOL!
this time got many ppl joining also.
it spend us about 300+
same reaction "wow"
haha..
Later fetch bro's gf back Rawang,
around 10+pm only reached home lo.

Now my aunty staying in my house,
she's baba nyonya, my grandma's sister.
Yes dun envy ! her cooking is freaking nice.
Much more more more better than any 5stars chef.
This is the reason why i'm fat when i was in primary,
bcz my grandma cooked everyday, 5 meals per day. she's also baba nyonya.
but she passed away when i was std 6. :(
no more nice foods lo.
C=

october I think will back to primary school once,
got a function there,
hopes meeting old, lovable frens.
They all turns to prince and princess lu =)
miss you guys madly. =(

The word of the day :D

GOOD LUCK IN REMAINING EXAM.

countdown for 3 more days =P

2009-09-10T22:22:00.000-07:00

today is my history paper.
I did put a big effort on it.
I only slept for 1 and half hours last night just bcz of this.
so everything is going fine :) *hope so*
I completed my answer by 2 n half hours, dint waste every single seconds :P
but frankly speaking my history have never enought time to rest want la.
no idea why it happened. same to add math also.
no time for double checking,
but i'm the one who're so careless uh.
*mou ngan tai*
Hrm , my nex paper is chem 1 & 2.
ha, but as long today is friday ,
I wouldn't pressure myself studying like mad :)
sometimes pampared ourself is good ya.
aiyar,
after trial i would enjoy few days first only continue with my war *spm* :D

so hopes nothing will bothered me right now.

I don't want to be in bad mood.

I hate myself for being emo.

so wish all the best to me.

And I love you friends !

Final Destination

2009-09-08T22:17:00.000-07:00

last saturday daddy and mummy went for dinner,
they forced me to go but i refused.
i don't like sitting there like stone, haha ~
I'm alwayz hyper active =P
While i'm doin my revision for trial,
bro suddenly called me and asked me for movie.
Den I say ok without thinking twice cause i love to watch movies in cinema :D
he watched with his frens also,
just pulling my out seeing me so pity alone at home, ha!
He told me we're watching Final Destination.
I'm wondering wat kind of movie is that cause nvr heard tat be4.
Only then i know it was a horror movie , = . =
So this is the first time i watched my first horror movie in cinema.
It's consider not so scary as i tot. :D
Lol. the effect is so fake .
haha.
The movie started at 930pm ended at 11pm.
And this is the first time I went cinema at night~ duh~~

And today is my biology paper 1 & 2.
not so hard as i tot,
start regreting why i dint prepared.
But anyways, is just trial~
good luck for my comin spm :D

sometimes ;

I will be frustrated,

wondering

who's going to

support

and

pull me up

when i'm

falling down :)

i'm still waiting.

the right person who

hold my hand

and say

" I do "

BUT

even thou time flies ;

I hardly erase "those" memories ;

until I fall to another person.

♥

love me do

2009-09-07T23:54:00.000-07:00

"如果我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是深爱着对方像开始时那样
握着手就算天快亮

我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是隐瞒着对方
像结束时那样
明知道你没有错
还硬要我原谅"

这歌词勾起了一些回忆 :)
什么是爱情？
忘了。。。
它已经从不想变不需要

今天不是很会做add math。
慌了。
明天的biology。
没希望。 :(

thumb ups = ) thumb downs = (

2009-09-04T07:39:00.000-07:00

Sorry I know I'm getting lazier to update my blog because as you know currently form5 students are having their spm trials,
everything should be prepared by now because trials telling u that spm is around the corner,
and it's getting nearer,nearer, nearer BUH! =P
why time passed just like that *meaningless*, I haven enjoyed the process of form5 and now you're tell me i'm gonna set free from skul life ?
Actually I love my skul life bcz friends do cheer up my day easily while others cant do it,
but the only thing that made me fed up of skul is the exam *sob*
What else can cheer me up from that *exam mood*, no-one I know, nvm, just talking and answering myself. that will made me feel better . hehe C=
OKAY, now we are moving to the 2nd week of exam,
today is friday so I suppose to give myself a enough est to enable Jess to moves on and fight with the exam again.
so i'm not going to touch any books today, book-off and so i'm here to blog ;P
My parents just came back from matta fair to survey whr to go after my spm, teehee ~
but I'm kinda excited when they mentioned *after SPM*
because after SPM I will start a new life again in college,
new friends, new environment, new faces, new books...etc everythings are NEW for me.
But the main things I wanna do after spm is I would like to do something that I never dare to do be4 thar *wink* I will try new things, bla bla.
ROLLAR COASTER! SUNWAY LAGOON! SHOPPING MALL! stand still and wait for me ya. wait me for 2months only ;D

Lol. okay, I'm drinking orange juice right now, yummm~
gtg la.
byeeeee

p/s :
jY you are funnay, dear yeng sure hands up agree. hou sai lei.

2009-08-29T07:17:00.000-07:00

慢慢觉得
其实你也不错下 ^^~

要有不同角度看人
想选择别人时
想下自己有没有十全十美先
否则到时候是人家嫌弃你

人
不可以太骄傲

这是我领悟出来的

我想
更谦虚一点：）
不要选择人
只能做最好

有感而发

2009-08-24T22:50:00.000-07:00

曾经有人对我说过
只会被爱的人是悲哀的
虽然只是简短的一句话
它却烙在我心口
我是属于这种人吗？
我也试过付出真心
可是时间不对罢了
有时当你喜欢上一个人
等久了,心也淡了
也因为某种因素被迫放弃
那种感觉
我了解 :)

我曾经尝试过要好好爱我身边的每一个
不关男／女
爱我的／不爱我的
但实验证明是失败的
如果你对正追求你的人好
会产生误会
如果你对有女友的男生好
会产生更大的误会
有时会觉得男生和女生不能只是单单朋友吗？
为什么不能？
男生和女生之间不是爱人就是陌生人吗？
无奈~

有些人一辈子只会在后面傻傻地追着一个人；
怎样骂他傻都没用
有些人一辈子地爱着一个人；
不管伤的他／她几重都没关系
有些人却一辈子傻傻地给人追着
却没等到他／她爱的人

这世界就是要有人付出有人接受
一个追一个跑
一个男一个女
可是天意往往就是:
你对他有意思;
他就不喜欢你。
他喜欢你;
你却对他没意思。

所以不要为了一个人而伤心-顺其自然吧

Genting 2 days 1 night trip

2009-08-24T01:41:00.000-07:00

Actually I'm lazy to blog.

But nevermind I blog .

Sat we went up to Genting for holiday.
Actually we wanted to go farer place but bro cant take leave,
so we can only go 2 days.
it's ok for me cause i still need to do revision for cming trial.
the weather is superb cold up thr bcz just rain only.
we open the window yet wind blew on my face.
nice yet cold. faster put on my jacket sin~
getting nearer to genting.
And it's kinda blur. almost covered up all the view.
haha.. abit worried inside the car ..
but i know daddy is a pro driver LOL
finally we reached and we react : WHAT ? so fast reach d =.="""
and this time bcz of some reason my stupid bro lock me outside the car.
wth !!! i hate him that time. i really meant it.
almost cry out but i dint. i'm stepping in the heaven's door. haha
he dare me not to come in, so i'm not going into the car.
i think tat time was the COLDEST situation i never ever met.
the wind is freaking cold and strong i swear.
my hair is wet due to air vapour blowing towards me.
but i tell myself i'm tough .
finally my dad come to rescue me.
hrm.
acutally daddy booked 2 rooms for us.
but he changed his mind.
so we rent a pen house. quite big inside.
but only 6 of us.
we just sleep and eat thr lo.
nothing to do also.
he is also in vacation now :)
Lol..

nothing to write about jo.
The main point we went thr is just
sleep, eat and sleep..

just a pointless holiday :D

pics will be upload in fb or here soon.
stay tuned.

xoxo

Lol my ear !

2009-08-21T07:37:00.000-07:00

haha ,
hi i'm here to update :P

but I dunno wat to write oh.
Just wanna wish u guys happy holidays.
and good luck for coming trial!
awww... serious !

ok,
Lol
i really break my record.
talking to phone wif FREN for almost 7 hours,
not continously la,
diff ppl also.
today and yesterday nite.
My ear drum got prob d now.
cant listen well ..
sei lo..

ok.
holiday is coming.
i need to do some exercise !
come call me for sports XD

currently chatting with a loyal girl.
ex-classmate XP

xoxo :P

opps

2009-08-16T01:38:00.000-07:00

I think of some PAST MEMORIES suddenly.

opps,
kinda
..
....
weird ~

He appeared in my mind eveytime i pray in church.
this is the odd one isn't it?

Just STOP pretending,
I don't miss you at all.

YOR
HELP ME !
i'm emo girl right now :(

aren't my life just so nice ?

2009-08-14T06:02:00.000-07:00

we have a small chatting group in class today.
Got free period - PJ and 1 period of BI
keep chatting which actor/actress nice :D
Lols, we'r the noisiest one as usual.
teacher also dun care, she ownself chat with another group of gurls ..
den *something happened*
so whole group stop our conversation. do Sj paper 1. teehee.

after school,
eeleng not free for lunch ,
so i went back wif empty stomach,
and cayyeng msg me asking whr m i,
and i asked her come my house.
Only i know she's emo-ing .
dint tell me la.. LOL.
but nvm, i gao dim her d.. haha.
drag her go kok heng makan wif me.
yew weng bought me macdonald bcz i told him i feel like eating tat but i lazy go so far :D
Lol. so good ~~ he purposely bring to my hse *touching*
TQ la , nex time spend u back <3

Back to my hse again,
weather is freaking darn hot la.
den pui my darling cayyeng,
want her mood turns good again. ^^v
and we watched drama together,
so sweet nahh ~ blek~ :P
4pm - is her tuition time.
i acc her go ms lee thr ,
guess what ~ ? i cycle thr ~ LOL GOSH!
my first time ride bicycle after stop riding for so many many years.
ha, u see dear i treat u so good :P
after fetching her to tuition, den i go field find my stupid gor.
And i saw MR ponnambalan !!
he shouted my name when i step out from hse.. haha !!
he's superb cute !! *like a small kids*
hahaha ~
ride for 45min lyk that ba - went back lu ~
bcz they want to play bball d, no ppl pui me. :)
i felt so tired after riding bicycle. but still need go tuition . aizk.
sleep a while in tuition ..

Lol,
tired d,
wanna rest now ~
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE !

congratx! my 102th post emo post

2009-08-13T05:42:00.000-07:00

YOU know :
I love to laugh
I love to smile
I love to make silly jokes
I love to cheer ppl up

But it doesn't tell you that i wont upset :)

treat me better la. ^^
Unfortunately I dun have bf,
if got I sure merajuk with him now. :P

dunno how to describe my feeling now,
just suddenly need a shoulder ..
:D

Shermaine,

let's emo bersama , hehe. sweet lerh ?

Memorable day

2009-08-12T08:06:00.000-07:00

Last night i set my alarm clock ,
so today i woke up at 5.45 to warm up my fingers,
bcz i need to reach thr by 8.35pm.
And it's raining, i'm freezing, my heart freezing too. *too nervous jo*
woah~ it's not easy to wake me up loh.
but forced to wake up bcz today is not an ordinary day. hehe
Today is my piano practical exam ya,
kinda worry the whole morning.
and yet i finished my exam in around 30 mins.
before my turn, i pray. so plsss
"GOD BLESS ME"

After that,
went jusco with mummy for The Proposal ^^v
waited for so long and i'm craving for this ..
I rated 5 stars bcz it's a damn touching love story.
almost cry out =X i love it so much !

Later daddy called us for dinner
went 1U
shop shop shop
reply sms
answered call.
They wished me good luck for my exam and asking how was it.
it's nice to know tat u guys concern bout me. muack ! :)
I bought a pencil case and bottle.
i loved it :D thanks mummy
i love you mom!

and lastly we ate japanese foods.
8pm
went for tuition

i'm tired now
but still need to rush my homeworks.
haixxx..

Family day <3

2009-08-08T07:42:00.000-07:00

8th AUG - SATURDAY
Today is family day.
so, we went out for dinner.
But first of all,
need fetch bro's gf in Rawang from work ;P.
In the car,
daddy asked for suggestion whr to eat,
I answered SUNWAY!
but brother say no, he's bored of that place d,
LOLs, bcz his college just beside sunway last time,
Den we headed to Pavilion as daddy suggested there.
We walked around, here and there,
At last this is choosen :D

bcz i'm craving for french fries , my fav- although it's fattening. ^^
I still remembered my 15th b'day also celebrated here with parents in Sunway Pyramid,
But that time mummy was in Australia that's why she keep blaming why din bring her go ,
so now we bring u here lo mummy
hahaha. .

We ordered alot of foods,
lamb chop, fish and chips, bbq chicken, pasta, soup of the day, salad ...
And we knew it's darn big plate C=
haha, wat to do, we are hungryyyy

I keep taking picture of them using bro's phone Lols

cute lerrrr :P
*and here you can see many choices of foods on table with only 5 of us. duh !

We'r superb full !

ain't joke > <

bring in with empty stomach and bring out with BIG tummy o.O

And now is bill time, ehem.

it's cheaper than wat I thought :D

Den,

daddy bought his pen refill there.

and we went back :)

that's all for today.

the end ^~^

2009-08-06T23:28:00.001-07:00

during my brother graduation picture

Hrmm..

excuse me shermaine.

steal ur pic a while :D

NICE NICE ! <3

I LOVED KISSING YOU WHEN YOUR GIRLFRIEND WAS AWAY ;P

see this and you will know

2009-08-06T06:46:00.000-07:00

I think .......

I gonna fall to him very soon

He's nearly person that I'm finding for :)

his everything no matter height, size, talented in or personality

But unfortunately to tell ME

We impossible ....... :D

*it's just a normal crush.

ntg much.

day dreaming *wink* ;P

H1N1

2009-08-05T19:30:00.000-07:00

♥ skipped school today ♥
bcz yesterday not feeling well.
and my school got some stdents suspected h1n1 d,
that's why decide not to go school :P
for sure have some lazy mood too . hehex
i slept at 2am and wake up at 8am. .
so jin san now .. wooh ~
some fren's msg asking why i din go school. .

some of u knows yesterday i was moody,
and thanks for those who be with me.
especially you !
purposely don't wan mention ur name ar, bleuk :P

and i realised one thing :
so long dint visit my dears blog le
so today visit their blogs 1 by 1 and leave comments
miss you guys.. muack!

Main things that i worrying now :
-piano practical exam
-trial spm
-real spm

pissed off for those exam,
made my life terribly worst!
ARGHH !
I hate the feeling of exam.

okie,
so now i suppose to do my homeworks, do revision.
i wasted alot of time doin some useless stuffs. haix.
mayb i really dun have time management ba..
sometimes,
i forced to hate myself.

mayb one day try to ask my mom why am i so stupid :D

the end of my story

Hari Koko 09'

2009-08-03T00:40:00.000-07:00

Lol.
koko day was just fun.
Last year of koko d lu,
I have a great day :]
and for sure,
enjoying performance of n20
N20 you rocks man ! *clap clap*
keep cheering and yelling XD

LOLS

2009-07-31T00:01:00.000-07:00

Pls appreciate if I treat u good ;)

my days was just fine.

But I have no mood to reply msg d ;(
so sorry. .

Thanks for dear women fetch us makan,

love you bleuk ;P

And SAM CAYYENG. just wan to mention your name here. haha~

xoxo.

YEAH ! chinese education fair

2009-07-24T05:44:00.000-07:00

woo ~
today went to education fair from taiwan.
haha..
many hot chicks XD
hahaaaaa..
*lovely scene*
u noe i noe.
v back around 5p.m.
saw yang yi,
and he fetch me back, so good ;P

but

he speeding uh..> <"

den din change uniform and go tuition like tat lu...
^^V

i have a fun day today
tomorrow is SATURDAY
another holiday for me ..
MUACKS

**now i'm craving to watch "The Proposal" la
but dunno mummy let me go anot T T **

oh boy !

it's you

bleuk ;P

MEMORIES

2009-07-21T01:38:00.000-07:00

I visited some ppl's blogs today,
different ppl's blog made me have diff kind of feeling..
They confused me.
wondering how dumb am I, why m i keep regreting things that i gave up,
i shouldn't regret. i would nvr regret :)
it really do recall all my memory..
mostly sweet memories
and i really thanks them who gave me all these sweet memory,
u guys coloured my life,
u guys bring joys to me,
you guys really bring me up alot alot alot.
I love you all very much ~~~~~~~~~

at first,
i wrote a long post
but at last also decided to delete them :)
*deleted*

morning breakfast :(

2009-07-18T18:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday uncle bring our family go celebrate my daddy's b'day.
daddy's b'day is MON,
but sunday and mon already booked by brother and mother,
tat's why they choose it yesterday XD
and friday daddy already cheers & celebrate with his frens d..
ok, after dinner,
v go curve..
aww, curve is building more shops ..
next time can hang out with frens in curve d ,
it's a good suggestion :)

TODAY
daddy bought me CURRY MIHUN MEE for breakfast..
guess wat's wrong thr..
The problem is I hate CURRY I hate noodles.. =.="
sudah tiada nafsu la..
sumore early morning eat curry.
sumore my stomach just recover from pain.
as usual i will say nvm nvm. it's ok .. Sigh ~~~

I am still here

2009-07-18T00:43:00.001-07:00

awww !

Just finished packing my room ..

my room is CLEAN and NEAT NOW..
not belif ?
come and check XP blekkk

i'm in good mood these dayss ~

ntg much to post , sorry guyss..

currently,
I'm preparing for piano practical exam G7.
honestly i'm kinda busy neither can say as LAZY haha..

trial exam waiting for me dude..

so to conclude this post.
I can only described myself as a buzy women XD

haha,
WOMEN AND MAN !
let's work out together ..
I hv no fear of SPM :P

I still love u my womens :D

xoxo

Feeling good ♥

2009-07-08T00:51:00.000-07:00

It's nice to know that some of my friends are reading my blog uh.♥ ^~^
And it will be nicer if you guys enjoyed reading my blog :P *bow*

As well,
I will update more frequently la if got TIME =)

Recently,
my life back to normal again,
laugh - laugh - laugh
This is only the real me ^~^
nothing much to talk about me ba.
everyday just past like that .

Dont make my mood down again :)

YEAH!
tomorrow no Ms Lee tuition !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cheers!

Transformer

2009-07-05T05:46:00.000-07:00

watched Transformer II

with euwing, ckt, siew yun, shuet fang, ban keng.
i'm almost late. :'(

Is just one word to describe :
FUNNIE
keep laughin .. non stop..

after movie,
whole family go for jog in FRIM,
whole body ache the nex day :)
but i'm still happy.

i love that day :)

single

2009-07-03T01:11:00.001-07:00

really OMG LA !

don't simply say i'm coupling with some one..

huh ~

currently still single da.. > <"""

keep asking whose my bf again la..
punch you eh. .

:P

enjoyed today's pj period..
hahahahaha ~
as usual ,
laughing the whole day..
cant cure already ^~^
But really funnie oh,
ms chin also keep laughing non stop.
while me ?
laugh until stomach pain =~=

that's all

xoxo..

oh, it's NS time ..

2009-07-02T06:51:00.000-07:00

who kena NS d ar ?

that day many of them sending me how to check whether u kena NS o not while i'm tuitioning :)
at first i still wondering is that true ?
but I still try :)

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AT LAST,
they replied :
Maaf ! 921102xxxxx tidak dipilih until menyertai PLKN Siri 7/2010. Terima Kasih

and I'm so glad of their Maaf..

THANK YOU !

But ,
I need to double check again in newspaper.. :)
dont make me down kay ..

who say i'm not cheerful :D

2009-07-02T06:25:00.000-07:00

OMG ! with the mouth open big big
until today I really really understand what is "FATE"
haha ~

this actually reffering to my dear eeleng and dear emily~

today v bersama-sama tiada pergi ke sekolah ler.

especially emily,
v both ponteng on the same day for 2 times already.

I really wan hug hug with u already .
u let me noe what's FATE la..
besides fate i really no idea what can describe this incident d..
XD XD XD
i'm seriously shock when i saw her on9 !

regreted jor,
today din go to skol,
many ppl sms me why i din go TT
is it H1N1 ? =.=
so easy kena mer...
some nagging me like my mom..
haha !
i know u guys concern bout me..
I Love you all !

after skol ,
eeleng and cayyeng come my house,
I wanted to cook maggi for em,
but at last also needs eeleng's help la =X
haha ~
i miss them ~

ciaozzz~

muah muah muah ~

post for Ellaine

2009-07-02T06:10:00.000-07:00

Ellaine dear,

I miss you badly !

miss the momment with you :)

PLS recover soon ~

I will wait for you ar,

But not too long ~

remember oh :P

I giv you sweets when you back from hospital kay ^^

MUST eat medicine and listen to doctor ar,

if not I angry and dun want talk to you d.

STAY WELL SOON !

this is nice !

2009-06-27T07:41:00.000-07:00

Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio
"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written." ~ and I add-on another last two, from somewhere I read J

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7.. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it..
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in Miracles
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you are loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's,we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift
46. Don’t spend your life WONDERING. Take chances. You might never know what really happens if you try.

47.Don’t settle for something less than what you deserve.

tagged by dears eeleng and emily

2009-06-26T23:45:00.000-07:00

1 . What have you been doing recently?
hmph~ cry, angry and smile back :D

2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?
yea! when somebody had pissed me off!

3 . What happened at 10am today?
burst in tear. :(

4 . When did you last cry?
just only ~ LOL

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
FATE !

6 . What do you want in life now?
I wan cash, I wan a smarty brain, I wan a great future and I wan ppl love&care me more!

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
sure carry umbrella when there is a rain la.. bcz normally i wearing baju kurung ler,
I dun want to have free show for passengers.. XP

8. What’s your favourite thing to do on bed?
on bed ? surely sms wan.

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
100% cotton hawaii pants :D

10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?
u mean emails ? i think is some weird stuffs tat i nvr see in life be4

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
definitely NO! I wan a simple relationship. couple / fren / enemy. that's all

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
no, becuz I found it weird wearing ppl's stuffs..

13. What was the last movie you caught?
movie ? tvb dramas ba. rewatch again.

14. What are you proud of ?
I have lovely parents
15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
from my cousin, she asked me when I will pay a visit to her. .

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
I rarely sing.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
got, most common is Jess! or lyn lyn, a lyn, just whatever lyn .. sounds lil horny huh ?

18. What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
my gor- yew cent. "ok lo... :'("

19. What time did you go to sleep last night?
around 12

20. Are you currently happy?
obviously not!

21. Who gives you the best advice?
these few days is chen yew cent. he cares me !

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
sure not .!

23. Who do you talked to on the phone last night?
yew cent, zhi yeung, grace. and sorry jian wei dint pick ur call, bcz tat time i'm crying~

24. Is something bugging you right now?
no

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
ban keng

26. Do you like yourself?
depends

27. You want $5 or $10?
10$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
my frens say i'm stupid

29. Who is your best best best friend?
not sure.

30. What will you do if you like that boy?
treat him better than others

31. Who are your favourite stars?
no one

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some way?
most of the time no.

33. Do you even stead before? ??

34. What type of boy do you like?
caring, romantic, mature thinker, listen to me, LOVE ME

35. Now are you single / attached?
single

Pass this tag to 10 people!
1. siow teng
2. hui qi
3. hui yan
4. jessie
5. ckt
6. leewei
7. han yang
8. foo weng
9. kien fong
10. jY

1. Would you date number 5?
why not

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
call/msg her immediately

3. You see number 9 with your boyfriend / girlfriend.
he's guy. so say hi to them la.

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
nvm, she's my cousin. i forgive her

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
i will accompany her if she need me

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decided to give 10 a haircut.
i dun think he mind, he likes to be botak.

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him / her and ask you to go to a concert.
lemme think

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
i will try.

9. Number 4 have to move to the other side of the world.
send her to airport

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
LOL, it's a dream i noe

11. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
np

12. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
chit-chatting

13. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he / she cant sleep.
is it bf stuff? mayb i will help

14. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
i will laugh and laugh

15. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him / her why and it seems their boyfriend / girlfriend has dumped them.
hrm, i will tam her.

16. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.
run into kitchen

17. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
play it

18. Number 4 just got you an X-box.
waT ?!

19. Number 9 challenges you to a children’s card game!
my fav.

20. Number 1 thinks he / she is overweight.
then this world dun have fatty d.

21. Number 7 looks lonely.
he wont lonely ba. frens around him all the time

22. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her / him alone.
i walked away. let her calm down

23. Numbers 5 and 3 decided to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?
go ahead .

24. Number 2 tells you he / she is going to go out for awhile, and then later you hear a shooting where number 2 went.
c wat happened lo.

25. You catch number 9 by himself / herself crying.
ask him wat happened

what a sucky day

2009-06-26T23:18:00.000-07:00

it's hard to forget this day la.
26.6.o9

To that girl,
I understand what's ur feeling that time,
At first I admit really wan chop u into pieces,
but when I calm down and think rasionally,
I noe that was women's characteristic.
Love is fulled of jealousy ..
And one thing i know- love is blind.
so I try to calm myself and forget what u did to me.
Bcz I really can feel that u love him so much !
I salute u ~

for that guy,
sorry to hurt u,
I cant be friend with you,
dun find me d pls,
She needs you!

becoz of this I cried so many times,
I feel sorry to made ppl misunderstand me.
If u'r her fren and belif what that girl had told u ,
den go ahead..

treat me as bad ppl, nvm ~
I cant force anyone to believe me as well.

gor ar,

really wanna tell u everything now,

I'm hurt now!

I dun trust anyone from now onwards.

i'm really dead of this.

my blog going to remain dead bcz lack of time ^^

2009-06-20T06:06:00.000-07:00

exam papers all had given back.
no need to discuss bout result ba,
hahaha. . skipped it ~

ok,
now my aim of life is to get good result in trial and spm,
if manage to get scholarship is better still.

yerterday,
go and c singing contest,
and den basketball match,
sorry ban keng for canceling our lunch ! TT
dun angry la ~
and after basketball match over is already almost 5pm.
is tired.
after tat .....
myself noe can already.C=

haha,

you are so so so so so cute!

heart u ~

now,

study first ^^

oh, i'm watching drama. NO disturb LOL

2009-06-11T06:36:00.000-07:00

arlo ^^
sorry currently having lazy mood xP
so seldom do blogging work lu.. forgive me ba .. hehe

dUh,

time flies , school reopen soon ~

oh nO, and spm coming nia ..

i hate this momment .. ewwww

tok bout yesterday,

we celebrate bday wif dear cay in 1U!

haha, can counted as successful ba,

bcz v did suprised her !!

haha , happy ler dear :P

giv u a biggggg kisssss MUACKS

ok crapping time,

can ignored this part seriously XP

recently..

i realised...

i did a great job last time XD

keeping laughing sometimes felt tat i was amaze LOL

i'm glad i'm not the one accompany entire of his life XD

i dump him so what !?

if u tell me he's good.

den congratz ,

i noe u doesn't know him well haha!

*ok la , ended up my crapping XD*

and

heart to heart talk

currently..

i realised..

he is like lil boy,

just do whatever he wants to do,

talk anything he wants to talk,

express whatever feeling to ppl,

without hiding it :)

there are seldom guys like him.

ha~ he's cute ..

just praising ..

dun think other things Zzz..

i saw my fren writing in his msn there,

he wrote 早已忘记爱的感觉

haha.. i think i'm the one also.

so i can 100% understand that feeling,

whr's my love.?.

*still hunting for next victim* .. haha!

xoxo..

hey there hols

2009-06-05T19:33:00.000-07:00

it's 2 weeks hols.
And i realised my blog is time to UPDATE
Well, tok bout my hols ya?
31.5.09 v went tropicanal mall for dinner :D
v ate Sushi Tei there, it's quite nice and v ordered alot.
oh my stomach! cant finished it.. T T
1.6.09 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHUN HAN ! ^^
3.6.09 & 5.6.09 visit grandma hse :) i miss 'em badly ! and da lil cousins
and i get a experience thr, that's i watch my 1st horror movie thr ^^V
brave isn't it ? :D
4.6.09 he called me and v chat bout 2+ hours if i'm not mistaken. o.O
haha, my god. LOL! nowadays i started to sms back more often. :)
And I can play a new song - CHONG BAI from Fish Leong ^^
i love this song as well !
6.6.09 we have a short photo shooting in field for school's magazine.
it's not very prefect but consider good :D
And later family and a I will fetch grandpa to Genting for dinner ^^

this is all bout my 1st week of hols.

LASTLY .
AGAIN, i addicted to minesweeper again LOL

Happy Hols frens ~

hols outing :P

2009-05-30T05:41:00.000-07:00

last nite : 29 may 09
party in Zhi Yeung's hse. =D
nice nice LOL

today : 30 May 09
mid valley wif frens today XD

met up Euwing and Cayyeng dear <3
LOls..

v watched The night of the museum II.
and some funnie incident happened in cinema XD
I poured popcorn on lsk's lap.. =X
sorry niaaaaaaaa.. to ppl tat need to clean up cinema. *dun curse me la*
really sorry . bukan sengaja punya T T
as usual I laugh whole day too..
And my frens having fun to c my laughing face again lu.
hahah... this is their comment to me,
everything outing just see Jess laugh den happy enuff d.. o.O

=D

nex outing coming soon.
but not so fast.
let me plan ^^

Happy Teacher's Day

2009-05-28T21:40:00.000-07:00

performance was awesome & amaze.

Happy Teacher's Day
v appreciate ur hard work teacher.

But still,
Just gimme some time C=

girl's heart is complicated ,
you should know that.

huh? i skipped school? :D

2009-05-27T20:29:00.000-07:00

today is good time for me !
yeahuuuu muack
because
i skipped school :P
hrmm .. *laugh*

Yea , i belif everyone's are having holidays mood now.
same to me dude.
really moodless for studies anymore.
STudy ! oh no! not anymore within this few days.
i wont touch BOOK . seriously ! XD

tml is teacher's day. :)
last year being in school,
hav some kind of feeling.
i dun wan to leave my high school so early.
i hav lots of memories here..
teacher's day/ sports/ any special events.
The mood aren't the same ;
because last year got seniors,
this year v r seniors.

Lastly,
happy b'day to Marcus and Siow Teng.
28.5.09 :)

A-change-of-ur-life-forever-tune

my holiday's plan perfect

2009-05-25T01:57:00.000-07:00

waiting for my last paper to go.
but it doesn't matter,
because i'm already in holiday mood LOL
i gave up mua physic. ha!
i hate PHYSIC duh~

N today our group start to have our holiday's planning
not only us,
while most of them are busying talking nonsense thr!
haha. such a 5B class.
following here is our plan :

** friday is teacher's day
- after school go Jusco buy whatever v need for bbq at nite
(v decide to celebrate until midnight 1am+)
*celebrate exam PAST&DEAD*

** the nex day go midvalley in big group
- watch 2 movie :D
because ntg to do thr .

my own plan
**i'm going to my uncle's shop wif my cousin to help ,
to gain experience !
hahahah.. excited woah.

**finish my drama in 2 weeks time

Wuwu,
and i want to go eat with buddy in any place any time...
who wan date me outtttttt :(

steak ? steamboat ? seafood ? desert ?
my saliva dripping ......

=D

2009-05-22T02:35:00.000-07:00

just back from lunch in uncle's shop.
have a long nice chat wif him and his partner =D
she's a christian yet a tough women .

And i'm sure my soulmate mustn't be non christian !

Jesus is the one that loves me more than i love him

i'm really glad i still hv god :)

because god wont give up u , he love you ......

if a song could get me you awesome

2009-05-21T21:53:00.000-07:00

my mood will remain good today

Just feeling so damn good

yesterday slept for 4 hrs oni whee ~

today slept during paper 1 chem.

feeling dizzy d.

not enough sleep.

and duno whr appeared no manners teacher=.=

come in and just talked like no-one

& her voice is so .. !@$@#

i shocked & wake in within 1second !!!

i really TERPERANJAT .

idiotISME

OK, I'm now starting to plan where to hang out

hols coming

come invite me xD

date me date me..

i wan My 2ND date. =X

haahahahahahahahaaha

oh NO, exam still going on

2009-05-21T01:18:00.000-07:00

today was sj paper.

paper 1 i'm totally dead ..
hehehe..
nvm.
it's past.
no more ! :D

i'm totally recover from flu.
thanks for caring.
sweet laaaaa ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

people pls stand by.
must available on tues onward,
i will surely pull anyone of u to disturb cause is my last paper !!!!
and it's hols.
my goodness, i'm melt.
my lovely time begin xD

pls laugh with me

HA HA HA !

oh no!
just try not to giving up chemistry.
whr's my motivation source..??
har har ?

cY

2009-05-20T04:06:00.000-07:00

I'm glad to have u as my friend..

my best best fren BBF..

i love you !

a post to sam cay yeng

wif my lovely heart

my X

2009-05-19T23:34:00.000-07:00

I'M DEAD

why there are so many bad things came to me ?
I really dun understand.

20.5.09

i miss that boy

i noe u guys dun like i mention him in blog.

tat's y i hide in a corner so that no ppl saw this

darrrrrrrrrrn !!!! emo post

2009-05-18T17:49:00.000-07:00

wth!
i'm sick!
really sick! SH*t!
timing wasn't good ,
it's exam week man.
it make my mood even worst still.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
my tears keep dropping;
is darn bloody suffering !
i wish to kill myself at this moment!

god pls bless me.
i still need to sit for exam.
>___________< feeling to cry out T T

x.X

2009-05-17T03:31:00.000-07:00

i really wanna shout out !

i'm worry bout my bio..
i'm getting older if i keep worrying T T

i'm seriously not ok.. duh ~~~~~~~

i'm worried..
my sj also.. :(

planning start from now~

2009-05-16T02:43:00.000-07:00

after mid term ~

go dating with dear.. XD
u noe i mean who horr.. ..
30.5 outing with frens.

29 mayb go to his b'day party.. ?
still under my consideration .. ^^
neeed to get permission duh~

and another bbq and steamboat party in ban keng's hse !
yeah ~~

full of joyss..
i love u

bye ~

i have free time ! yes ~~

2009-05-14T22:33:00.000-07:00

poof..
i'm here again.

finally i have lil free time to blog.
hrmm?
how bout my exam huh..
for now,
math, add math, bi, bm, bc, moral over d.
cheer for ur life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but not yet.
tougher paper coming soon ..
"sei dak" meaning can die d.. x.X
yea, is describing myself.
i'm poor in 3 sn sub and SJ..
TT - burst in tear.

Yet
later wan go for a movie with mummy at night
ciao luz..

Good luck in your examination yea.
miss me and u will do well in exam.
try it , no regret.. xD

wuwuw,
i need anyone's love..
love me heart me more!
show me ur love LOL!

miss me ?

2009-05-12T22:30:00.000-07:00

ha!
here am I.
sorry for letting my blog so dead.
but whatever,
as malaysian student mostly taking exam now ;
so same to me,
as i'm buzy revising for examination.
yeah, true.
i'm weak in science sub.
but luckily i'm pretty interested with calculation paper.
if not my report card will be all in RED

but but but,
after mid term i would like to crazying around wif my buddy again!
xD

cmon!
2 weeks hol ~
i'm coming.. LOL!

tagged!

2009-05-07T06:37:00.000-07:00

Rules and regulation of the tag ;

All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog.

After doing this,

tag your 21 "lucky" friends to do the same.

1. CKT

2. Cayyeng

3. Eeleng

4. Emily

5. Christine

6. KSE

7. Euwing

8. Hui Yan

9. Jia Yang

10.Amanda

11. Han Yang

12. Jason

13. Meng Yee

14. Juliana

15. Jessie Khoo

16. Kien Fong

17.Benjamin

18. Longman

19. Wee Sin

20. Lee wei

21. ping teng

1. How did you meet 7?

in school lu. .

2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?

sure will meet la! she's my cousin ma LOL

3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?

my god. they alwayz date .. =X hehe

4. Have you seen 17 cried?

i heard that he cried be4.. my god.

5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?

hahaha... ask them. but for me, they look match!

6. Do you think 11 is attractive?

obviously ! he alwayz say that he's attractive man ! woo~

7. What is 2's favourite colour?

my god, i dunno o.O only noe she love me nia.. wupss..

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?

today =.=

9. What language does 8 speaks?

chinese ! cantonese .. :D

10. Who is 13 going out with?

she arr? jeniffer, cayyeng, lee wei.. blabla. correct ?

11. Would you ever date 17 ?

haha.. speechless.. o.O

12. Where do 18 live?

wuwuwu~ i dunno.. maluri area ? aman puri ?

13. What is the best thing about 4?

woah! she's caring! and one thing she's crazy. i miss her. :P

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?

umm. u'r pretty girl. shy~

15. What is the best thing about 20?

SAME B'day! 2nd NOV.. hehe

16. Have you ever kiss 2?

yea i think got ? is it ?

17. What is the best memory you have of 5?

ha lots. in one day. v talking craps. yet i fall to her that night. luv nia..

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4??

tomorrow. i go stare her in school. hoho

19. How is 7 different from 6?

one got gf another one dun hav. COOL :D

20. Is 2 pretty?

sure, she's pretty cute. <3>

21. What was your 1st impression of 15?

i edi noe she's my cousin. lame -.- LMAO

22. How did you meet 3?

everyday in school lu

23. Is 5 your best friend?

ha. v both good laughter and joker. vry ngam key!

24. Do you hate 12?

no no no ! i dun

25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?

sure la. . duh!

26. When was the last time you saw 16?

woah. forgotten, the day of gathering.^^

27. Have you been to 5's house?

heee. u know la.. =X opps..

28. When's the next time you'll see 10?

tml. :)

29. Are you close to 11?

yea gua? i think ba. haha

30. Have you been to the movies with 4?

no no no . find one day . u must come with me!

31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?

no la obviously. v good fren de.

32. Would you give 19 a hug?

not dare wei

33. When have you lied to 3?

nop. din lie to her be4 ..

34. Is 11 good at socializing?

my god. he's pro in this ..

35. Do you know a secret about 8?

last time. now no more le..

36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.

they noe each other. fren lo

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?

he's such a pro joker and love to talk. quite a nice guy LOL

39. Have you ever had a crush on 12?

no !

40. How long have you known 2?

few months ago. but very close . teehee

41. Does 11 have any girlfriend / boyfriend?

goin to hav one .. hehe

42. Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?

impossible

43. Has 6 meet your parents?

sure not. why yes ?

44. How did you meet 11?

same class since form 1 .. long rite ?

45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?

no of cuz

46. Do you live close to 7?

i dunno whr he stay o.O

47. What is 8's favourite food?

erm ? not sure ;P

48. What kind of car does 1 have?

her b'day haven reach. so cant drive. :D

49. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?

nop..

50. If you give 14 a $100 , What would she / he spend it on?

buy Rain's stuff? ha i guess!

my gosh

2009-05-05T05:50:00.000-07:00

these days internet connection is pretty sucks la.
no connection for few days!
it's really a big deal for me. HA!
this is the reason why i absent in msn for such a long time. =.=
and now,
i think the connection is abit stable d..

okie,
mid term is around the corner,
very near !
need to be prepared my dears !
woooo!
gambateh for my 1st paper - CHINESE on thursday.
i noe not related to u guys *pointed to students that din take chinese*
ok,
i cant stay too long here.
bye frens :D

byeee..

speechless la.

2009-04-30T01:24:00.000-07:00

not to let my blog to be so dead.
so, i'm back to say something :] glad

oh yeaaaaa,
i wan to buy a pendrive lu.
-kingston- seems like many of my frens using that,
i gonna get one soon. 8gb
the reason i want it bcz it is BLUE in colour.
as long it's blue , i love love everything in blue , anything !
i hav blue pens,bag, pencil, bottle, bears, etc. o.O

yea,
v planned a trip to malacca this sat and sunday.
so hope it's an awesome & meaningful trip as well. :D
pray pray pray .. Jesus love u . ciaozz

awesome outing

2009-04-25T06:49:00.000-07:00

WOO~
25th APRIL 09'
i'm sure i'll remember this day.
The day i enjoyed damn lots.
let me share wit u guys how's my day go on.
here's stody begin xD

v met in kepong KTM station at 10am.
and i'm glad that everyone came in time,
me, grace, kah wei, khah whey, ling cheng.
after bought the ticket,
later v met ngai zheng and lye kheng came from kepong sentral.
reached mid valley.
walking around, look around first.
teddy tales, tropicanal life, blabla...
to warm up for the game later.. hehe..
i bought mother's day gift for mom. <3
khah whey wanted to watch "cming soon"
damn! horror movie. LOL!
u should know i anti that stupid thing.
i dun have the guts to watch & listen to the sound effect.
man! i have only one heart. must precious it.
it's 12pm now,
the time for lunch.
so v settled down in MCD~ i'm lovin it.
~fulled~
later v headed to play snooker..
it's the time for snooker frens XD
there put above 18, but who cares?
sure they wan to earn our money right $$$ mata duitan wan
know also pretend tak tau la.
But for more safety,
they avoid me to pay money,
bcz they might not believe i'm above 18 .. =.=
and inside kinda smelly. smoke smell. yuck =.=
those malays again..
but v stay far away from them, so still acceptable ba. i hate cigratte smell!
v play for 1 hr , 2 tables. each table $23 i think.
ha, those pro is freaking cool! wow! handsome ! !
hehe. . after few minutes,
another group came,
ban keng, yin ming, soong kin, yin kiat, boon yee, silvester, sze lim.
my dear also came,
cayyeng, meng yee, jeniffer.
after snooker,
they wanted to go for pameran dinosours,
but at last canceled,
haha! thx to ban keng and me !
v told them not to go.. not worth it la..~~
so v separate into few groups,
cayyeng shops with her frens,
yin kit they all watch movie,
so our group crazying around,
damn syok lo...
kah wei wants to buy present for his gf but he cant choose one,
although v give so many suggestions.
v hanging around with funs !
and sure i laughing around non stop. . .
HA HA HA
Later,
we go for Starbuck ~ drink coffee.. wooo~
used ban keng's coupons lo..
and sorry to starbuck's customers,
v laughed and chat too loud d..
everyone looked at us. my gosh~!
i ordered chocolate chips .. is kinda SWEET!
i cant tahan, so mine gave ngai zheng~ whee~
next,
no whr to go so v decided go for bowling,
v tried to book so many times yet failed,
bcz weekends too many ppl , so it's fully booked.
and mayb that stupid stuff c v'r still students so purposely dun layan us..
so mean wei :(
haha, at last kena scolded by my dear cayyeng. so yeng~
students not ur customers mer, v still pay the same price wat! unfair!
and now, v tried our luck again although failed for so many times,
it's 4 somthings and not as crowded as just now ..
so v manage to get the place. :)
this is my 1st time for bowling too.
have fun with it lerrr..
but my skill was sucks! alwayz drop into longkangg..
nvm. first time is alwayz like that.
after bowling,
i bought Aunty Anne for mom, bro, dad. ^^
bcz v like it.. ~
and yin ming also bough egg tark for her mom ^^
and now it's the time to rush for train.
haha~ bz like hell, v walk damn fast
and it's freaking lots of humans!
this is the 1st time i saw so many heads waiting train thr. -.-
my goodness~
and v packed like sardin in the train.
imagine 6+ train, everyone rushing home la. my god.
hahaha . a good experience for me dude.
and finally i walked back with ban keng. LOL~
two stay in maluri, tat's why need to walk back. pity rite~!
sure ..
HOME SWEET HOME at last.
story haven end,
nex outing with parents .
today is family day la..
so v went curve, tesco, ikea. AGAIN!
walk until my leg cramp u noe. hahaha~
and v back around 10pm.

this is the day for today... ^^
i love today as well.. :)

And v start to plan the nex outing..
same group going~
after mid term exam..!
woah~~
either 1U or sunway pyramid.. XD
wait me ya...
looking forward niaaaaa..~
hehe~~

bye.
extremely tired jor

same, pictures will be upload in fb soon~ ciaoz

monday get from ban keng and grace :]

2009-04-23T01:21:00.000-07:00

hahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
my mood is super good now.
plss talk to me..
my life is so dam great now.

exam over!
this is the main reason make my mood up to the sky.
i'm flying without wing lame jess -_____-
although still get scolded by ms lee .
but still got talk to her. she's ok la.
i think i'm save now.. HAHA!

and yet,
something disappoint me,
i cant achieve my target for add math,
my A1 fly away. :( really upset to see that.
i really need to improve my add math la.
START my REVISION ASAP!

and yea,
pls listen to this song
我不是你想像那麼勇敢
is absolutely nice
i addicted to her voice .
i love every song in her album.
she's 1st singer that i love so much. :D

sure,
outing on this saturday.
have fun frens!!
XD

lower down temperature plssssssssssssssss

2009-04-22T02:10:00.000-07:00

my god!
i just taken my bath,
and yet i'm sweating now.
imagine how WARM la !!
haiz, malaysia la.. hopeless duh
is freaking hot and stuffy these day.
that make me moodless to study,
so only can study in the midnight,
when the weather turns cooling :'(

everything will be fine.
i will force to think like that. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..........

exam is alwayz my enemy

2009-04-21T07:54:00.000-07:00

yer.......

i wanna shout out loud !!

so stress NOW

i din prepare la..
now is already 12am.
N what m i doin here?
blogging ??!
NO! is relax muself!
reduce stress..
damned it, stupid exam, idiot gouvernment!
everything are not nice for me now,
i wanted to scold them fiercely.
my add math, still haven touch all;
left some part haven revise.
my sj, obviously haven touch at all;
my chi, hahahaha!
just forget bout it and i will feel better. ==
i'm so freaking damn lazy man,
i dunno what's wrong with me.
i aiming high for my ADD MATH !
gosh ! bcz of ms lee. just bcz of her.
this time i dun really noe can achieve my goals o not.
i dun have confident like last time.
aizk.
i'm poor , lil, ugly duckling.
forever wont turn to a beautiful swam..
sigh~~~

god cant save me dude

watch this , my brother interviewed by 8TV C=

2009-04-18T23:40:00.000-07:00

his college,TOA ask them to design 8tv's logo.

st.john & scout combined activity :)

2009-04-18T23:39:00.000-07:00

this bro ar, like to bite my hand wan. grrrrr!!
i keep prove !! and this is prove !!!!

dun ask me how i hurt my hand =X hehe

i was injured . not pain la.

is play time

v also celebrate b'day with BENJAMIN , BAK ZHAM, LYE KHENG !

happy b'day !!

>< >< ><

2009-04-17T01:37:00.000-07:00

my god.

i gonna kill by ms lee very soon.

my god my god. god bless me la.

:"( wuwuwuwu

i'm seriously dead now..

Happy Birthday u guys

Happy b'day to Benjamin Soong (17th April) , Lye Kheng (18th April) & Shuet Fang (16th April)..

big boy big girls now, sweet 17.

lovess and hugss

attention 5B

u guys,

pls send me ur pics that wanna put in inspirasi 09'

choose pics that u like.

and send to me throu msn. :D

either group pics or individual.

urgent! send me asap!

Outing (only tbm frens)

25th April , SAT

hav an outing after intervensi II.

my frens who wanna join pls inform me.

ask for more details :)

exam month

damn!

exam coming one by one.

i'm freaking bz..

i dun care intervensi

i care bout MID YEAR

gosh! i haven touch my book yet.

i must start touching my BOOKS!

what m i bz wif nowdays

erm,

study, goin to start =X

tuition as usual

gaming in fb (restaurant city)

reply comments, check mails .. etc

i would put more effort in phy chem bio.

as chun kit told me,

they wouldn't hard ,

just to do more practise. . .

i will score in this 3 sn sub. i noe i can . aint a joke. LOL!

i hope my brain grow bigger.

so that more things can insert in my brain.

i'm not BRAINLESS kay ? chill =D

the end of my post. sayonara . ciaoz`

lil free time to blog

2009-04-13T23:41:00.000-07:00

i'm start to getting serious now.
well, mid year test is coming soon,
and sure u guys noe intervensi test also come be4 mid year exam.
it's a hard time for me, and u guys^^
and so i planned my timetable as well,
to make sure i really study :)
i hv played enuff for 1 yr and 3months plus.
ha, and it's time for study and concentrate :D

and recently,
practising FF- Tifa's theme .
is it nice ?
ppl do say nice. XD
or anyone suggest any romantic songs ?
if got tell me ya , thx alots.

so i wouldn't crazy online 24hrs from now onwards ,
and blog, i do update for once a while - not often .
but if i'm free, i will reply in chatbox i think :)

the things i wanna really pay attention and concern bout is things i list down thr :
-coming practical exam (piano) I CARE
-intervensi II *who cares* ^.^
-mid year WORRYING
-preparation for SPM *F4&F5* PPL CARE SO MUCH
-my kokurikulum

yea, that's all ..
i really wanna get a flying colour of result..
plss give me..
i will get for it with my hard workssss..
:)

bye ..
i miss u guys. muah!

14.4.09
today is an emo day for me :(

my first webcaming with dear, muah^^v

2009-04-13T23:40:00.000-07:00

she do cheer my life. XD

dear dear. miss ya :D

Jesus :)

2009-04-10T23:52:00.000-07:00

yesterday is good friday.
HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY
i dint go church :(
need to finish up my homeworks..

Today,
dad bought a bible, christian song for mom.
everything cost bout RM160.
bible is expensive woah..
haha...
finally..
they start to go church...
god bless them oh
love ya.

my story

2009-04-10T23:19:00.000-07:00

today is cookies day
yea obviosly,
v r looking forward for today :P

after school..
all meet in my house.
dear cayyeng, lee wei & ckt !!!
wuh00~
v have fun thr.
we press, pinch, roll, throw .... and BAKE
hehe..
lee wei is a pro cook , v knew !! hahaha
some cookies i throw away bcz overbake, too black d.. XD
blacker than indians.. ewww..
so overall quite successful la.
not bad actually.
i bring to school today
comments are too sweet, too hard.
other than tat all positive comments..
they like my COOKIES .
hahahaha.. my fren even ask me to teach him..
proud of that XD XD XD XD
woo~ flying jo,
our first time are not so bad.. :D
lee wei cayyeng ckt GIVE ME 555 !!
hehe..
want to bake another time..
c when i'm free ba LOL..

If want to c pics,
i will upload to my fb later :P
ciao first..

i love cookies ;
craving for cookiess.. xP

my yesterday

2009-04-09T02:13:00.000-07:00

Urmm..

during chinese class,

he set his pic as my wallpaper.

when i open my phone ,

ha, i get a shocked.

Lol.. u very funny hor...
after my chinese class.
go and meet my dear cayyeng =D
lung shen wan go back with me. haha.
later i eat him up baru tau. xD
he's damn free man..
and i'm not going home now,
i'm going to buy ingredients with cayyeng. ^^
v bake cookies on friday. excited .
so lung shen and seng hwa followed us,
Lol, ask him why.
he say follow for fun .. Duh ..
and v walk and walk and walk ..
ha, kinda fun , have a nice time with them. Lol..
well, i'm so noob,
i had been stay in maluri for 17 yrs ,
but i dunno where to buy ..
what to do,
kindergarden until std 6 most of the time i stayed in segambut wan.
so i'm more familiar there :D
hehe, and v walked to few shops only bought it.

Later,
v sent cayyeng back to school.
she's freaking cute,
same height with primary student.
character also vry cute niaa.
*ehem* :D
den,
he sent me back to my house .
i pointed my house ,
yet he dun believe,
until i go into my house only he left .. Grr..
fine la, LOL!
and he's almost late to tuition la.
FINALLY
i back to my HOME SWEET HOME.

the end.

tell me when's ur b'day ..

2009-04-07T07:46:00.000-07:00

hey guys,

attention here.

Pls do me a favour can ?

please write down ur b'day in my chat box..

whoever la.

just wanna record down.

bcz nowadays,

i realised i cant remember fren's birthday.

haha, i'm getting older i think..

urmmm...

thx for the help..

good night :D

argh! APRIL! not april fool again ?

2009-04-07T00:31:00.000-07:00

aaaaaa..
being fooled !
ewww... awww..
Lol, i'm so BRAINLESS
hahahahahahaha..
nvm , speechless now.
i have nothing to talk about .
someone should realised that.

And i had plan my outing with frens ..
hehe ~~~
more ppl more joys! yeah!
cayyeng! kar ting! blabla u all mustn't absent.
warn u all first ~

uurm..
my buddy promise to bring me here :
♥ sunway lagoon - dry park * roller coaster
*dun wan get into wet park, i hate sunlight after marching competition !!
♥ 1U for pool
♥ cinema CINEMA CINEMA !! my drugs. Lol. i love cinema.
especially wif my boy *shy*
♥ sumore ? suggestion plss.. ... ....

and this friday 10/4 v decide to bake cookies .
time : after school until 3 something

location : my house
ingredients : butter , eggs ....
people : cayyeng , ckt, jessalyn :)
bake for : mummy , friends, ownself ...

good night

2009-04-05T06:43:00.000-07:00

before i leave my blog.

here's some dears i wanna intro
and some besties i wanna say THANK YOU

these few days,
i'm freaking stress for being lots of homwork left behind,
i really left behind so much, i'm tired to catch up.
i cried in class at last.
my dear kar ting and ellaine try their best to comfort me,
and i felt LOVED .. aha! thx .. i appreciate that i swear.

and i would like to intro my dearies here,
eeleng, cayyeng, emily and some other friends.
i really love them so much .
told u i love kawad nia,
bcz it let me get many super cute friends through thr.

i had uploaded our sweet pics in ur right side column..
c properly
RIGHT SIDE ! okey ?
ha.
i ciaz..

good nite lil cayyeng
and take more rest lil eeleng

muah!

ouch ><

2009-04-04T18:39:00.000-07:00

ouch ~!

my pain nvr end.

forced to take painkiller at last,

panadol, Lol.

i experienced the 1st pain in my life.

stomach, i hate you. . .

u din't done ur job well,

u let me suffer in pain. .

omg i'm weak

2009-04-04T04:25:00.000-07:00

gosh!
i had a worst stomachache in my life.
the pain remained one whole day;
that i cant even control the pain.
i tried to have some rest;
i tried to take sweet things;
i tried to drink hot drinks;
but all doesn't work at all.
i'm totally pissed off!!!
argh! i'm suffering like hell today.
parents outing and i cant manage to follow.
i forced to stay at home finished up my moral projects and also few lorries of homework.
i even haven touch my piano for almost a month ..
and my exam is around the corner.
mid year test, intervensi, piano exam.
wtf !
huh! shit ~
my schedule my life is totally out of control. all had mess up.

04 april 09'
04.04.09
7.34pm

deleted

2009-04-03T07:56:00.000-07:00

*deleted*

kse,

u 'r right.

i shouldn't mentioned anymore.

i SHOULD walk without looking my past

i'm awake.

bcz u awaken me.

thank you, sincerely.

LOL!

2009-04-02T05:45:00.000-07:00

HA !
finally v r really set free :)
Kawad already
becum the history - the past , bluek :P
NOW !!!
the fact is
the fact is
the fact is
i'm black like indian girl,
everyone say : OMG JEss ! y so black d ? *all asking in a curious face*
my mom even shouted : haiyor, so dark de! sam tung oh
haha,
one day i asked siew teng,
v r suffering and sacrificing so damn much ,
acutally do u feel worth it?
her answer is YES, BCZ I LOVE KAWAD.

today's competition,
those ppl are robot i think.
freaking neat and nice.
GOOD JOB !
i really learned something thr.
i felt proud can b the one thr also.
although our marching can consider btw not bad - suck.
chill, i telling the truth.
but i'm happy enuff to finish our job and did out best.
:D
bcz I LOVE KAWAD TOO! yippi~
and v'r crazying in taking pics!
u noe why ?
bcz it was our "FIRST TIME" !
first time joined marching for zon sentul!
first time step into that place!
first time saw real ppl kawad so damn neat!
haha, v'r so excited of out first time in life.
dun missed it guys..
haha, i'm the one superactive,
go here and thr,
jump here and thr,
snap here and thr.
:P
and my dear cayyeng also get lots of pichas la..
i love her so much.
muah !

haiz.
i sleep la.
cant think..
nex time continue my post..
:)
nite

i like to-DAY.

2009-03-29T02:58:00.000-07:00

hihi,
urm..
today v have fun in school..
but i hate SUN LIGHT seriously.
idiot uv ray shoot into my skin.
ouch! painful la.
N yea i think i gonna change my skin soon,
like snake snake snake !!!
i cant fight with da brainless sunlight *ANGRY*
tell u the condition of my skin now,
is red in colour, reddish reddish .. scary huh.
dun stunned when saw me in school ya. promise :P
i wanted to cry out loud soon- COL!
hahaha.. i take off my shirt.
N i saw what u guess...
hehehe.. 2 colours woo.. amazing rite.
i was like omg. damn serious sun burn.
the distance to heaven is right over thr. xD
i feeling i'm goin to die d..
arrrghhhh.. suffering from sun BURN nia...
yet my four limbs is already cacated,
haiz. i'm dead la....
can say this is my 1st time stay under the sun for such a long hours.
i realised v need to train for almost 30+hours for this competition.
haha..
get it as experience ba. dun care already.
i try to accept that.
just now resting tat time,
li chih asked v all to help canteen's aunty ..
feeling good la.. can help ppl .. :D
bcz i'm bit shy to stranger.. haiz. useless one.
my homework all left over d.
ha. after reached home already no time for me.
1st thing i do is just sleep & rest.
no energy left over. .
all used in kawad ..

hahaa..
today v damn crazy huh..
cay yeng arr, i noe ur secret jorrr..
ur ex's extremely unbelievable man..
haha, cool one. .
v keep laughing thr,
woo~ damn syiok ~

ok ..
i off 1st..
wanna sleep d..

sangat letih la....

a sudden case

2009-03-26T22:44:00.000-07:00

yo!
today what the damn is goin on ?
omg..
almost half of the team cried ~
they'r unfair!
they just din think of us..
WTF*
fine.
i'm glad at last v r all in,
v r still together !!
our group, our frens,
r still remain ..
finally ~
thx to Tham and Tan fight for us.
thank you ..
during picking ppl,
carlye asked me to pray for them together,
YIPPI~
CHEERS !
i love u all. i appreciate that.

so my babies, dun cry la..
dun b upset.
v r still together ~
YES! fight for school, fight for our koko's marks.

so, wait for tml.
our last war. v still need to be alert.
really dun want either one of usd being kicked out,
i also scare. ~~~
god bless god bless..

this morning i'm stunned.
daddy wants to go church with us.
my tears almost burst out.
i'm freaking touch..
i hope he dun break his promises.
i really hope tat. .

hrm.. i need to take bath d..
off 1st.
bye ~

hey! appreciate my post :D

2009-03-26T05:26:00.000-07:00

hehe..
i'm really less on9 rite?..
asked my mom to set password for my com.
this is to train myself cant on9 24hours.
sounds damn crazy huh ?
i really did it la.. hahahahahahahahaha
so from now onward,
appreciate my post la..
hehe .. it will be lesser and lesser..

hrm.. ok.. no nonsense kay.
tok bout wat happened to me recently.
the truth,
i'm getting darker due to i'm joining marching for zon sentul.
hard to win but try our best ya !
hehe. i like marching bcz through that,
relationship with frens will becum closer.
and get to noe more more and more frens.. !!
Hrmm..
and will be trained us like mad this week..
imagine from 8AM - 5PM ..
no doubt. just IMAGINE IT ! go ahead.
hahaa... try to adjust my tuition time..
aww.. headache laa..
cant skip Ms Lee, cant skip Bio..
need to exchange with frens,
need to ganti class.. blablabla..

and what sumore i need to tell ??
urrmmmm... ?
i'm thinking...
i think that's all ba...

take care frens..

i love u guys..

<3

nite :)

tadaa. glad to c u. . :)

2009-03-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

i set this as my phone's wallpaper,
aint romantic ?
I dun care if u say NO !
anyway,
i love this. . :)

and i think u guys noe what happening rite ?
i shouldn't do repeating job.
just to remind here. :)
i will switch OFF !!!
same to u !
u must do it !

And i'm worry about my skin.
awww.. obviously rougher than last time ..
Am I getting older ?
or it's a sign of getting mature?
good or bad ?
whatever and however,
i cant take it.
Gosh. !
help me weiii...
takut laaa... ewww..!!
from now onwards,

I WILL CONFIRM WASH MY FACE 3 TIMES A DAY

*serious*

i want a perfect skin ..
damned it .. >____________________<

awwww.. less on9

2009-03-23T00:49:00.000-07:00

some pics in my uncle's shop..
located at Desa Jaya , KEPONG
aunt asked to promote here..
what to do. .
promote la..

school reopen already,
i'm bz again
wont update blog so frequently ba.
not enuff sleep this few days..
eeeee.. nvm ba..

well,
today i feel lucky i'm still alive and healthy.

really thanks god. :)

cheers~

not free

2009-03-22T06:40:00.000-07:00

awww..
today not free for me.
outing for a whole day.
homework haven finish,
piano haven practise,
sj test haven study .

i'm dead.
really dead..
holly shit!
i'm dead..

o.O

i'm doin homework.
later study sj.
i'm not lazy
i trying to be hardworking .. zzz...

good nite everyone..
god bless ..

refresh memory 2007-2009

2009-03-21T08:56:00.000-07:00

angry.

2009-03-21T03:57:00.000-07:00

"yer.
Jessalyn again ar!
she so free mer .
alwayz blogging.
fed up of her jor..
no need to do homework mer ?!
study la!!
haiz..useless to advice her. ."

Hi,
is me again.
hrm..
2nd post for today.
hehe :)
today i becum good girl.
i did my homework, how many ?
hrmm, let me count..
1. . 2 . . 3 . . ?
i did sj , dw, and ... eww. forgotten !
more or less like tat la.
hey, i really forgotten ar. no bluffing.
i'm not pretend. is real wan da.

ok. after that.
i decide to practise piano.
but i'm lazy to touch it.
mmmm... but i force to do tat later.
if not my teacher will disappointed of me.
i dun like it ..
okie.
and one mre thing i haven done.
i haven study sj Bab 1 & 2.
got exam luu.. try to study.
TRY TRY TRY !

just now i listened to song using my hp.
playing "cai hong" - Jay Chow that time,
oh gosh.
i cried.
i noe u wanna ask why ??!!
bcz i think of my bro i love the most goin to overseas soon.
i'm super sad.
i will be alone at home.
he's not here to celebrate
♪ AFTER SPM!
♪ HIS GRADUATION IN TOA!
♪ MY GRADUATION IN HIGH SCHOOL!
♪ CHRISTMAS!
♪ CNY!
♪ VALENTINE!
♪ APRIL FOOL!
♪ REUNION DINNER!
♪ MOON CAKE FESTIVAL!
♪ HIS B'DAY!
♪ HIS GF'S B'DAY!
♪ MUM'S B'DAY!
♪ DAD'S B'DAY!
♪ GRANDPA'S B'DAY!
♪ GRANDMA'S B'DAY!
& sure !
♪ MY B'DAY!!!!
super duper important..
T T

i miss him ..
i miss him la...

fine!
i asked him on webcam for me 24 hrs.
i wan c wat he doin .......
HE SAY WEBCAM WILL BURN !
and he say i'm annoying !!
fine fine fine !
u go la..
no need miss ur sister de...
u go .. !!! > _______ <
angry ... ...

( ". )

2009-03-20T18:58:00.000-07:00

Do I active in blog ?
i think yes ba.
love my blog more..
everyday must visit her,
only she will love me TOO.
today wanna post in chinese post.
sorry to those who dunno chinese.
pai se la =/

我本身就是华人，
华人就应该说华语不是吗？
我认同的，
可是我就是觉得打华语非常麻烦，
第一：要猜拼音
第二：要找对的字
这已经花费了我不少时间喔。
因为不喜欢; 因为不习惯，
让我和华语有了一定的距离。
想了想，
也应该受了家人的影响吧。
我哥哥可以说是 70％的BANANA，
他会讲，
不过写和看一概不通。
我妈妈是受英文教育，
她的华语也是我们调教出来的。
只有我爸爸会华语，
但有谁会和爸爸时常讲话，
虽然和他的感情不错，
但还是没有时间，
他要工作养家的。
无可否认，
如果要真正了解我内心世界。
只有用华语才能完完全全表达。
英语始终不能做到！
这是英语和华语的最大分别。

现在
我习惯了每天在这里述说我的心情，
无论好或坏。
为什么现代人喜欢对着电脑哭诉或发泄？
不是因为追求潮流，
是现在要找一个人谈心事都没有。
所以才把情绪藏在无人的地方，
也因为这样，
人的心，
也越来越难进入和了解。
只能透过部落格，
来了解他们的心在想什么。
所以每天我都会阅读其他人的BLOG，
看看他们需要什么，烦恼什么。
关心他们，
是现在我想做的事情。。

-完毕-

duuu.... back from marching.

2009-03-19T20:50:00.000-07:00

today so tiring of kawad.
but i like it.
feels good for no reason.
LOL!

Our school history :

Last few years

But now,
we have combination of PBSM and St.john for marching.
But frankly speaking with u guys.
sure got some probs occur.
but try to overcome lu..
i think v can.

GOOD LUCK TO
ST.JOHN
PBSM
And also Scout.

tadaa..

PBSM must ♥ ST.JOHN

ST.JOHN must ♥ PBSM

only will turn to be PERFECT TEAM!

Not a happy ending, at least it's a perfect ending.

2009-03-19T20:27:00.000-07:00

i found out my thinking getting maturer.
i'm not that small girl that ppl called me those day.
i changed from small girl to big girl.
Do u guys realised that ?

Jess can :
take care of family NOW,
listen to ppl's probs NOW,
help to cheer ppl up NOW.

i dun need ppl's love,
but i must love ppl :)

umm..
these day,
i think alot,
i did a decision that i should giv up.
bcz no use i keep missing him rite ?
i'm suffer enuff.
need to worry this and that.
i'm frustrated.
i shouldn't like an idiot,
keep dreaming or imagining useless stuffs everyday;
impossible that will happen, trust me.
he doesn't worth it.
Now,
i'm totally free . out of jail. YEah!
he's not mine.
he wont appear in my brain anymore i swear. .
v r still fren ? NO !
only i'm the one believe that,
i admit i'm not clever. *ehem, dun say i'm stupid. shh..
HIM, *better dun mention name. remain secret .
from now.
he's totally out from my life kay :)
no more him, his name, his contact, his msn.
ALL OUT!
that's things i can do to delete him in my mind.
i hope it works.

For our memory,
i will try to erase it as soon as possible.
but now i still keeping.

i'm fine frens,
really ..
i wont feel sad to lose him.
can say that,
i dun hate u,
yet i dun love u.

CHEERS !
YEAH!

imagine still got many good guys waiting for me.
Lol!
IMAGINE IT !
syok nya.. ~

A PERFECT ENDING , WOAH!!

seriously i like this phrase.
serious
serious

THE GAME IS really OVER...

A PERFECT ENDING.

THE END

how's today ? let's talk

2009-03-19T05:35:00.000-07:00

today bro's gf came my house.

bring their couple hamster here too.

woah. the hamster so huge d.

vry big size. .

but i prefer smaller size. cute wat.

i snap lots of pic of them.

now lazy to upload,

mayb next time or mayb not.

c my mood .

Now,

trying not to on msn d.

see how long i can tahan ba.

depends.

but i have to.
CONTROL!
now only update blog and fb, no others.
i wan to study!
Less on9 !!!!!!!!

God bless Jessalyn have a happy mood everyday.
Love her more kay.

*signing off*

:'(

2009-03-18T03:49:00.000-07:00

i'm in bad mood again.
they really need me.
trying hard to control my tears,
telling myself i can do it.
And yet i did it.

Now,
the thing i can do is be tough,
no matter how,
i will take care of them.
this is my duty.
i cant cry infront of them,
i wont let them worry bout me.
(:
Jess, i know u can.

i becum braver after this.
finally i found that i'm not useless,
some one need me now.
I pray hard ,
i hope God will listen to me soon.
v must be patient.

sometimes ,
i'm really tired .
i want to find him back.
but ,
at last i give up.
i cant find any reason to get him back.
i really need some one to care bout me.
no matter how brave am I,
i'm just a female, a 17yrs old girl . . ):

;P

2009-03-17T20:43:00.000-07:00

Hrmm ..
realised one thing wor,
my post getting shorter.
But so what ?
i like it XD

easier for readers,
easier for blogger, ME (:

from now,
my post will be very brief.
change to summary . no more essay form. ;P

i wan to study,
i wan to do homework.
i wan to do revision,
i wan to do extra question,
i wan to enlarge my knowledge,
i wan to bake cookies for mummy,
i wan to visit my grandma & grandpa & cousins,

what to do ?
i have no time .. :'(

this is known as :

万事具备，只欠东风

brother

2009-03-17T08:45:00.000-07:00

teehee..
brother brother brother !!

my best brother in world
thanks lord (:

:(

2009-03-16T19:37:00.000-07:00

until now.
what can i do ?
i have nothing to say bout.
i still cannot accept that.... ):

哭，不代表懦弱
哭, 使我更坚强

feeling better ?

2009-03-16T07:08:00.000-07:00

"sis, dun cry."
i felt touch..

知错能改－好人
知错不改－中等
知错却理直气撞－ 坏人!!

明显的
我喜欢好人
讨厌那坏人 ):

心情好了一些;
但还不能平复。。。。

i had a extremely bad mood

2009-03-15T23:18:00.000-07:00

how come ??!
i dunno why u did that to us.
i cant even find a reason to accept ur mistake.

i wouldn't respect u anymore. :'(

u made my day worst.
freaking disappointed & sad.

i dunno who to tell with.
he's bz ):

dear Juliana.

2009-03-15T07:45:00.000-07:00

mui. :P

she's pretty..

Brief post

2009-03-15T01:38:00.001-07:00

My uncle's shop, near desa primary school only.

brother bite me T T

a brief post for today

watching drama - StarLit
episod 15 & 16

tml's programme :
march training 8am - 10am
go mid valley

*canceled*
at nite SJ tuition

have a nice day..

miss me

especially YOU!

REMEMBER :D

SPM result :)

2009-03-12T22:06:00.000-07:00

N yea,
i'm blogging.
finally :D
i'm bz during weekdays .
lots of tuition waiting for me :(
pity science stream secondary students :)
so now it's the time to relax a lil bit, but not fully yet.
spm still waiting us , just in front. . cant u c ??
N teachers r the reminder & alarm clock.
keep repeating same phrase :
SPM is coming. must study hard. must get all A's.. blabla, nvr end
oh my god. sometimes really fed up of them.
If really for our benific, pls dun just SAY !
according to Ellaine : DO MORE , TALK LESS .
i like this . LOL

Yesterday was the day students come back to take their result.
super important SPM result.
that day,
i saw many ppl's hair not in original black.
some pink, some red, some brown.
cant deny some of them turns more mature, pretty, handsome.
ok. the main point is many of them get good result.
congratz u guys.
ur hard work had been appreciated :)
Nex year is my turn to get back my rewards.
bcz i'm suffering now .. haha

today :
v hav a girl's talk during physic period.
emm.. v share our love problem.
ha , our secret . =X
but i hope i can settle down my problem first.
if not , i emo often when think bout that *duh, upset~
i'm not emo person actually,
but since i xxxxxxx
i used to it.. i HATE emo-ness.

.sports day.
for more pics ,
can go to my facebook.
search : Jessalyn Ker
I uploaded 100+ of pics inside.
hav a look if free

Lastly,
happy holiday to mankind. only valid for students :D
tc