human being proven to be materialistic

Okay now. I knew My birthday coming , few more days to go , but doesn't feel wanna celebrate much this year, should know why .. spm mood really influenze me alot alot... my birthday coming sensed that we need to sit for spm soon. Aren't me nervous ? good question.
I'm not so honestly, mayb still have 2 weeks plus, although I know it's near but still... @.@
Not really don't bother, at least I start revising some subjects like physic *start from zero knowledge, the subj I anti alot since f4 but in this condition I must love it, and this is what I always mentioned infront frens , and they will gimme me "=0" #unbelivable face# * Next, I did revise biology, but half way I changed to physic. :) others, dint touch yet. Next week I will start memorising stupid facts-obviously is history. Haix, hope that my brain can keep it tight, stay still in my brain. IF NOT, I will fail in my spm. pls brain, work hard for me only this few weeks, after that we will be free. ^^
Yea, after spm I must pass my undang first, my first job. if not nex year must wait till 21 yrs old only can get license, shit rules.
After that I will find a suitable college , asap bcz mayb taking Jan intake if possible.
I'm taking accounting + financial *mayb change also* haha

People I tell u,
nowadays your degree cert is extremely important for your future,
without that dont care you'r superb genius you are also rubbish for tham,
your boss will treat you like dog, scold u like mad and curse you like nothing.
Dont think that you taking that course doensn't need a degree, in this world ANYTHING ANYONE is just so materialislic , they wants you to show what you achieved either degree*the basic one* / master ? while not showing off that you'r talented.
This is really a piece of advise for you guys.
no matter what, take your degree first ! only think of your next steps.

Anyways,
just good luck in spm.
A's A's A's ....
getting you.. :)
i'm working hard to get u ... sleepless night, :(
I can do it i can i can i can. I wants A's !

Just this little time for me :(

I know i dint online for a several weeks , if i'm not mistaken la.
some reasons is bcz connection not stable *cant online*
but major reason is bcz i need to prepare for my coming spm,
and i'm not interested in com jor,
dunno why just dun have the feeling to on my computer,
But since my frens asking me to update my blog,
so i'm now stealing a little time to blog here, telling u guys i'm fine xP
and check my fb. but actually ntg to see in my fb also - just one word *boring*
hrm.
i deciding to change my link of blog asap.
wanted to keep it MORE privacy,
i know quite some no. of u know my blog d HEHE.
i will change if i got time :)
so let's tok bout my recent life ba.
currently my life is quite fine.
got bought some new dress, pants, watch and
even some facial things that cost bout 300+ eye roll
nvm la. just use it . doesn't harm me also , but dunno got effect anot lo :(

And yes HAPPY MOON CAKE FESTIVAL,
got received some msgs as usual. THANKS :)
but we din celebrate,
whole family attended cousin's wedding.
i will post up photo *if i got time* but dunno when kay.
so nth special bout this day.

Today 5 OCT,
i return for my piano lesson after stop for 1 month cause to get ready for my trial.
i'm worrying for my spm .
is really coming soon. and i haven fully prepared.
i need to maximise my this STUDY LEAVE for my last chance.
God bless me dude.


okay la i think tat's all.
gtg :)
good luck/