i like to-DAY.

hihi,
urm..
today v have fun in school..
but i hate SUN LIGHT seriously.
idiot uv ray shoot into my skin.
ouch! painful la.
N yea i think i gonna change my skin soon,
like snake snake snake !!!
i cant fight with da brainless sunlight *ANGRY*
tell u the condition of my skin now,
is red in colour, reddish reddish .. scary huh.
dun stunned when saw me in school ya. promise :P
i wanted to cry out loud soon- COL!
hahaha.. i take off my shirt.
N i saw what u guess...
hehehe.. 2 colours woo.. amazing rite.
i was like omg. damn serious sun burn.
the distance to heaven is right over thr. xD
i feeling i'm goin to die d..
arrrghhhh.. suffering from sun BURN nia...
yet my four limbs is already cacated,
haiz. i'm dead la....
can say this is my 1st time stay under the sun for such a long hours.
i realised v need to train for almost 30+hours for this competition.
haha..
get it as experience ba. dun care already.
i try to accept that.
just now resting tat time,
li chih asked v all to help canteen's aunty ..
feeling good la.. can help ppl .. :D
bcz i'm bit shy to stranger.. haiz. useless one.
my homework all left over d.
ha. after reached home already no time for me.
1st thing i do is just sleep & rest.
no energy left over. .
all used in kawad ..


hahaa..
today v damn crazy huh..
cay yeng arr, i noe ur secret jorrr..
ur ex's extremely unbelievable man..
haha, cool one. .
v keep laughing thr,
woo~ damn syiok ~



ok ..
i off 1st..
wanna sleep d..

sangat letih la....

a sudden case

yo!
today what the damn is goin on ?
omg..
almost half of the team cried ~
they'r unfair!
they just din think of us..
WTF*
fine.
i'm glad at last v r all in,
v r still together !!
our group, our frens,
r still remain ..
finally ~
thx to Tham and Tan fight for us.
thank you ..
during picking ppl,
carlye asked me to pray for them together,
YIPPI~
CHEERS !
i love u all. i appreciate that.

so my babies, dun cry la..
dun b upset.
v r still together ~
YES! fight for school, fight for our koko's marks.


so, wait for tml.
our last war. v still need to be alert.
really dun want either one of usd being kicked out,
i also scare. ~~~
god bless god bless..


this morning i'm stunned.
daddy wants to go church with us.
my tears almost burst out.
i'm freaking touch..
i hope he dun break his promises.
i really hope tat. .



hrm.. i need to take bath d..
off 1st.
bye ~

hey! appreciate my post :D

hehe..
i'm really less on9 rite?..
asked my mom to set password for my com.
this is to train myself cant on9 24hours.
sounds damn crazy huh ?
i really did it la.. hahahahahahahahaha
so from now onward,
appreciate my post la..
hehe .. it will be lesser and lesser..

hrm.. ok.. no nonsense kay.
tok bout wat happened to me recently.
the truth,
i'm getting darker due to i'm joining marching for zon sentul.
hard to win but try our best ya !
hehe. i like marching bcz through that,
relationship with frens will becum closer.
and get to noe more more and more frens.. !!
Hrmm..
and will be trained us like mad this week..
imagine from 8AM - 5PM ..
no doubt. just IMAGINE IT ! go ahead.
hahaa... try to adjust my tuition time..
aww.. headache laa..
cant skip Ms Lee, cant skip Bio..
need to exchange with frens,
need to ganti class.. blablabla..


and what sumore i need to tell ??
urrmmmm... ?
i'm thinking...
i think that's all ba...

take care frens..

i love u guys..

<3


nite :)

tadaa. glad to c u. . :)

i set this as my phone's wallpaper,
aint romantic ?
I dun care if u say NO !
anyway,
i love this. . :)


and i think u guys noe what happening rite ?
i shouldn't do repeating job.
just to remind here. :)
i will switch OFF !!!
same to u !
u must do it !



And i'm worry about my skin.
awww.. obviously rougher than last time ..
Am I getting older ?
or it's a sign of getting mature?
good or bad ?
whatever and however,
i cant take it.
Gosh. !
help me weiii...
takut laaa... ewww..!!
from now onwards,

I WILL CONFIRM WASH MY FACE 3 TIMES A DAY

*serious*

i want a perfect skin ..
damned it .. >____________________<

awwww.. less on9

some pics in my uncle's shop..
located at Desa Jaya , KEPONG
aunt asked to promote here..
what to do. .
promote la..


school reopen already,
i'm bz again
wont update blog so frequently ba.
not enuff sleep this few days..
eeeee.. nvm ba..



well,
today i feel lucky i'm still alive and healthy.

really thanks god. :)

cheers~

not free

awww..
today not free for me.
outing for a whole day.
homework haven finish,
piano haven practise,
sj test haven study .

i'm dead.
really dead..
holly shit!
i'm dead..


o.O




i'm doin homework.
later study sj.
i'm not lazy
i trying to be hardworking .. zzz...

good nite everyone..
god bless ..

refresh memory 2007-2009

angry.

"yer.
Jessalyn again ar!
she so free mer .
alwayz blogging.
fed up of her jor..
no need to do homework mer ?!
study la!!
haiz..useless to advice her. ."


Hi,
is me again.
hrm..
2nd post for today.
hehe :)
today i becum good girl.
i did my homework, how many ?
hrmm, let me count..
1. . 2 . . 3 . . ?
i did sj , dw, and ... eww. forgotten !
more or less like tat la.
hey, i really forgotten ar. no bluffing.
i'm not pretend. is real wan da.

ok. after that.
i decide to practise piano.
but i'm lazy to touch it.
mmmm... but i force to do tat later.
if not my teacher will disappointed of me.
i dun like it ..
okie.
and one mre thing i haven done.
i haven study sj Bab 1 & 2.
got exam luu.. try to study.
TRY TRY TRY !

just now i listened to song using my hp.
playing "cai hong" - Jay Chow that time,
oh gosh.
i cried.
i noe u wanna ask why ??!!
bcz i think of my bro i love the most goin to overseas soon.
i'm super sad.
i will be alone at home.
he's not here to celebrate
♪ AFTER SPM!
♪ HIS GRADUATION IN TOA!
♪ MY GRADUATION IN HIGH SCHOOL!
♪ CHRISTMAS!
♪ CNY!
♪ VALENTINE!
♪ APRIL FOOL!
♪ REUNION DINNER!
♪ MOON CAKE FESTIVAL!
♪ HIS B'DAY!
♪ HIS GF'S B'DAY!
♪ MUM'S B'DAY!
♪ DAD'S B'DAY!
♪ GRANDPA'S B'DAY!
♪ GRANDMA'S B'DAY!
& sure !
♪ MY B'DAY!!!!
super duper important..
T T

i miss him ..
i miss him la...

fine!
i asked him on webcam for me 24 hrs.
i wan c wat he doin .......
HE SAY WEBCAM WILL BURN !
and he say i'm annoying !!
fine fine fine !
u go la..
no need miss ur sister de...
u go .. !!! > _______ <
angry ... ...

( ". )

Do I active in blog ?
i think yes ba.
love my blog more..
everyday must visit her,
only she will love me TOO.
today wanna post in chinese post.
sorry to those who dunno chinese.
pai se la =/

我本身就是华人，
华人就应该说华语不是吗？
我认同的，
可是我就是觉得打华语非常麻烦，
第一：要猜拼音
第二：要找对的字
这已经花费了我不少时间喔。
因为不喜欢; 因为不习惯，
让我和华语有了一定的距离。
想了想，
也应该受了家人的影响吧。
我哥哥可以说是 70％的BANANA，
他会讲，
不过写和看一概不通。
我妈妈是受英文教育，
她的华语也是我们调教出来的。
只有我爸爸会华语，
但有谁会和爸爸时常讲话，
虽然和他的感情不错，
但还是没有时间，
他要工作养家的。
无可否认，
如果要真正了解我内心世界。
只有用华语才能完完全全表达。
英语始终不能做到！
这是英语和华语的最大分别。

现在
我习惯了每天在这里述说我的心情，
无论好或坏。
为什么现代人喜欢对着电脑哭诉或发泄？
不是因为追求潮流，
是现在要找一个人谈心事都没有。
所以才把情绪藏在无人的地方，
也因为这样，
人的心，
也越来越难进入和了解。
只能透过部落格，
来了解他们的心在想什么。
所以每天我都会阅读其他人的BLOG，
看看他们需要什么，烦恼什么。
关心他们，
是现在我想做的事情。。



-完毕-

duuu.... back from marching.

today so tiring of kawad.
but i like it.
feels good for no reason.
LOL!

Our school history :

Last few years

VS

But now,
we have combination of PBSM and St.john for marching.
But frankly speaking with u guys.
sure got some probs occur.
but try to overcome lu..
i think v can.

GOOD LUCK TO
ST.JOHN
PBSM
And also Scout.

tadaa..



PBSM must ♥ ST.JOHN


ST.JOHN must ♥ PBSM

only will turn to be PERFECT TEAM!

Not a happy ending, at least it's a perfect ending.

i found out my thinking getting maturer.
i'm not that small girl that ppl called me those day.
i changed from small girl to big girl.
Do u guys realised that ?

Jess can :
take care of family NOW,
listen to ppl's probs NOW,
help to cheer ppl up NOW.

i dun need ppl's love,
but i must love ppl :)

umm..
these day,
i think alot,
i did a decision that i should giv up.
bcz no use i keep missing him rite ?
i'm suffer enuff.
need to worry this and that.
i'm frustrated.
i shouldn't like an idiot,
keep dreaming or imagining useless stuffs everyday;
impossible that will happen, trust me.
he doesn't worth it.
Now,
i'm totally free . out of jail. YEah!
he's not mine.
he wont appear in my brain anymore i swear. .
v r still fren ? NO !
only i'm the one believe that,
i admit i'm not clever. *ehem, dun say i'm stupid. shh..
HIM, *better dun mention name. remain secret .
from now.
he's totally out from my life kay :)
no more him, his name, his contact, his msn.
ALL OUT!
that's things i can do to delete him in my mind.
i hope it works.

For our memory,
i will try to erase it as soon as possible.
but now i still keeping.

i'm fine frens,
really ..
i wont feel sad to lose him.
can say that,
i dun hate u,
yet i dun love u.

CHEERS !
YEAH!

imagine still got many good guys waiting for me.
Lol!
IMAGINE IT !
syok nya.. ~










A PERFECT ENDING , WOAH!!

seriously i like this phrase.
serious
serious




THE GAME IS really OVER...

A PERFECT ENDING.

THE END

how's today ? let's talk

today bro's gf came my house.

bring their couple hamster here too.

woah. the hamster so huge d.

vry big size. .

but i prefer smaller size. cute wat.

i snap lots of pic of them.

now lazy to upload,

mayb next time or mayb not.

c my mood .

Now,

trying not to on msn d.

see how long i can tahan ba.

depends.

but i have to.
CONTROL!
now only update blog and fb, no others.
i wan to study!
Less on9 !!!!!!!!

God bless Jessalyn have a happy mood everyday.
Love her more kay.

*signing off*

:'(

i'm in bad mood again.
they really need me.
trying hard to control my tears,
telling myself i can do it.
And yet i did it.

Now,
the thing i can do is be tough,
no matter how,
i will take care of them.
this is my duty.
i cant cry infront of them,
i wont let them worry bout me.
(:
Jess, i know u can.

i becum braver after this.
finally i found that i'm not useless,
some one need me now.
I pray hard ,
i hope God will listen to me soon.
v must be patient.

sometimes ,
i'm really tired .
i want to find him back.
but ,
at last i give up.
i cant find any reason to get him back.
i really need some one to care bout me.
no matter how brave am I,
i'm just a female, a 17yrs old girl . . ):

;P

Hrmm ..
realised one thing wor,
my post getting shorter.
But so what ?
i like it XD

easier for readers,
easier for blogger, ME (:

from now,
my post will be very brief.
change to summary . no more essay form. ;P


i wan to study,
i wan to do homework.
i wan to do revision,
i wan to do extra question,
i wan to enlarge my knowledge,
i wan to bake cookies for mummy,
i wan to visit my grandma & grandpa & cousins,

what to do ?
i have no time .. :'(

this is known as :

万事具备，只欠东风

brother

teehee..
brother brother brother !!

my best brother in world
thanks lord (:

:(

until now.
what can i do ?
i have nothing to say bout.
i still cannot accept that.... ):



哭，不代表懦弱
哭, 使我更坚强

feeling better ?

"sis, dun cry."
i felt touch..

知错能改 － 好人
知错不改 － 中等
知错却理直气撞 － 坏人!!

明显的
我喜欢好人
讨厌那坏人 ):



心情好了一些;
但还不能平复。。。。

i had a extremely bad mood

how come ??!
i dunno why u did that to us.
i cant even find a reason to accept ur mistake.

i wouldn't respect u anymore. :'(



u made my day worst.
freaking disappointed & sad.

i dunno who to tell with.
he's bz ):

dear Juliana.

mui. :P

she's pretty..

Brief post

My uncle's shop, near desa primary school only.


brother bite me T T

a brief post for today

watching drama - StarLit
episod 15 & 16

tml's programme :
march training 8am - 10am
go mid valley

*canceled*
at nite SJ tuition


have a nice day..

miss me

miss me

especially YOU!

REMEMBER :D

SPM result :)

N yea,
i'm blogging.
finally :D
i'm bz during weekdays .
lots of tuition waiting for me :(
pity science stream secondary students :)
so now it's the time to relax a lil bit, but not fully yet.
spm still waiting us , just in front. . cant u c ??
N teachers r the reminder & alarm clock.
keep repeating same phrase :
SPM is coming. must study hard. must get all A's.. blabla, nvr end
oh my god. sometimes really fed up of them.
If really for our benific, pls dun just SAY !
according to Ellaine : DO MORE , TALK LESS .
i like this . LOL

Yesterday was the day students come back to take their result.
super important SPM result.
that day,
i saw many ppl's hair not in original black.
some pink, some red, some brown.
cant deny some of them turns more mature, pretty, handsome.
ok. the main point is many of them get good result.
congratz u guys.
ur hard work had been appreciated :)
Nex year is my turn to get back my rewards.
bcz i'm suffering now .. haha

today :
v hav a girl's talk during physic period.
emm.. v share our love problem.
ha , our secret . =X
but i hope i can settle down my problem first.
if not , i emo often when think bout that *duh, upset~
i'm not emo person actually,
but since i xxxxxxx
i used to it.. i HATE emo-ness.


.sports day.
for more pics ,
can go to my facebook.
search : Jessalyn Ker
I uploaded 100+ of pics inside.
hav a look if free

Lastly,
happy holiday to mankind. only valid for students :D
tc

BOOM ! spm result ..

Here i would like to thank Jin Hua for being so kind, good hearted.
He take pictures during events, class activities and so on.
And he washed it out every single pictures in his camera.
haha..

Here's some pictures of sports day..

Champion for marching.
ST.JOHN

SALES ? FOODS. *with a free model


Pn JOGINDER


RUNNERS

PBSM

haha ~

it's the time to die .

spm result on thursday .

Lol..

human. pls nervous bit la..

like tak peduli saja. not fun la lyk dat.

give some respond.

hheee..

i'm more gan jiong than u all.

fine ~

i'm tired la.. continue in nex post ba..

yawning..

forgive me..

i miss my bed.. : )

Life

My brother's new phone..
huh.
so good.
mine ?
tak ada la dik

My new toys.

so cute la..

daddy bought for me :)

here's pictures

My favourite - Sonatina.

here it is

Urmm..

nowadays nothing to share about

my life now was great.

just lazy to study . .

Tml is sukan le..

nothing to do =(

haiz..

watch ppl walking here and thr ba.

wat to do..

haix haix haix.... to be continue

Next thursday get spm result d..

bless all the 2008 spm candidates will proud of their result.

dun suicide ar..

life is precious.

take care ..

tata.. :)

doo doo doo

After piano class..

it's already 3 ++

alalala. dun want tok bout piano d.

i'm getting lazier .. :(

no comment bout it.

i dun like my laziness .

yesterday.

listen to song using this .

huh ..

And this

Sports day coming soon.

raptai on thursday la...

now wat am i doin ?

i'm downloading drama...

raining now..

heavilyy..

how r u thr ?

i'm fine here.