i miss you . Can I ?

yesterday , last day of february.

how's my feeling.?
let's describe here.
i wanna tell here.

can ?
bcz i hav nowhere to tell.

i'm lost ..
panic, blank .

hehe.
WHY it happened ?
i really no idea wut.

my heart was beating .
i noe it's normal to beat . :)
but mine is
so strong yet so fast.

hrmm ?

A person that i loved be4 .
A person that i miss everyday .
A person that increased my heart beat.
A person that made me feel extremely shy .
And yes i do love him :D

i'm not a good person.
i let him get hurt. deep ?
feel so so sorry.
Yesterday's conservation.
only i knew i'm devil man. huh.
y i made u so pissed off / sad ?
i'm born to let ppl happy not sad.
i feel guilty to hear that.
IF i noe i doesn't bring u happiness,
i wouldn't go into ur life..
i swear

now,

i can't do anything.

and it cant change anything.
the word i can tell is just sorry.

but somehow,
i can't tell you.
i still miss you.
because i know.
things wont change bcz of me .

time r still running

THE END OF MY FEELING.

what's my feeling now ?

actually i do have the mood to blog.
but now..
hrm..
i dun wan to tell wat's my feeling now.
i'm chatting with him .
i feel something. . .



doodollsss *muah
each person owe me one doodoll..
haha, imagine how many doodolls i have!
yippi ~
dreaminggg..
i crazy for doodolls seriously.
i love em.. i love em..
i wan collect all of them.

i hab this one only.
i wan . santa, more more more.

ha ~
my target.
get all of em.
hope so. .



tada!
just back from Tesco , Ikea
bought many many useful things - FOOD
hehe.. i love shopping.
i shop for FOOd ! not clothes.
xD
so manyyy.. yummy foodsss..
one trolley fulled..
keep throw things inside..
hoho .. syiok~

Moody

Today have no mood to blog.

27-02-2009

i dun like today.

i dun like Ms xxx.

moody for today :(

\byee/

TO YOU

wat u want actually ?

add math get 100% ?

wtf.!

i'm damn pissed off.

cried.

fren's console.

sorry i can't take it.

i stop em.

moody. MOODY!

shit!

i need to be alone..

The End.

stupid teacher's laptop

Today's incident,
Pn xxx 's laptop being stolen.
last period.
when v r in bm period.
hahaha.
today, ONLY today,
i love Pn Siti Liah's jokes and story telling.
made me really enjoyed today's bm.
She's funny and quite cute - her expression.
other times, she's bit boring for us,
mayb v just sit quietly there ,
sometimes i quite pity her.
but wat point, no one answer her also. :(
k k .. tok back bout the incident.
bcz of her laptop,
whole building all lock up those doors.
WTF* v like sardin packed in the building.
and everyone keep rushing down and pushing here and thr !
shit 'em. v still hav tuition la idiot,
some still need to chase their school bus.
what's that !! JUST bcz of a laptop ??!
we stuck in 1st floor, cant move .. just stucked there.
i hate that situation.
stuffy , uncomfortable.
ok fine, at last they open the door.

i bought a bowl of mee's soup.
damnit,
i still ate curry
i'm heaty
i ate curry mee !! > < " gosh, painful. .
scolded by frens bcz of my stupidness.
alah .. ok ..
i admit i'm not that clever. :)
i will becareful and not be forgetful nex time
now many ppl getting sick.
umm..
god bless v all..
ok ? ^^
tata

______________________________________________


this is called "syok sementara."
i dunno which colour to choose ,
so i decided to take every colour one.
And now.
i dunno how to use these BOOKS. :P


Yer.
i wan MP3 / MP4
whatever ~~
i want to have one.
example this one.
my fren's one.
i love this colour. pinkyy i love you.
looks so sweet.
price also reasonable.
hopes so i can gotcha !



this is my breakfast,
this is my lunch,
Marble Cheese Cake.
daddy bought it yesterday.
for no reason. *faint*
it's true.
he do anythings also wont hav da reason wan.




PLUS ++
a cup of own-made mango juice.
sweet sweet la.
Lol. bit perasan sorry.

Fill me with ♥♥♥

Muah ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ start my day with a happy smile. Chill~

picture of my piano.

*snap snap*

respect her. she's old.

practise for coming practical exam.

Wuhuu,

i love this picture.

i love my hand.

without this hand,

i'm cacatED.

*peace*

oh gosh.

my result totally suck.

i'm suck.

i'm lousy.

i'm useless.

i'm stupid.

my comment for myself.

but i'm okie.

bcz i dint study for this INTERVENSI I.

As Ms Lee said :

LAN SI TEST

the way they set the question.

Esp for math MATH !

ok. stop it man.

today giv out add math .

bit down bcz can't reached target.

:'(

i aiming for 95 and above.

bcz of my stupidity.

i'm freaking careless girl.

unpredictable silly mistake i had done.

JESSALYN you are noob !!

eww.. i hate it.

3 teachers din turned up today.

v r free for 6 periods !

wuhuu ~~

syok man.

and physic can consider no teacher also.

no one care bout her - Pn Samini.

seriously, WHO CARES ?

she's %#!@%@~!$

speechless...

giving up physic.

But i really wanna thx ngai zheng did the note & ques for me.

much much appreciate. ♥

this is frens for.

helping each other.

Umm..

good example .. :P

During physic period.

play true or death.

4 of us.

bit boring but rather than doin ntg thr rite.

i must nt waste my time dreaming in class.

heeeehe..

ok, v asked each other ques..

laugh badly as i normally did.

bla bla bla.

Bell Rang.

it's the time go home.

After that ?

Later ?

Kemudian ?

i'm blogging now.

teehee..

The End.

It's Sunday

as usual.

woke up.

went to church.

back home.

do things tat haven done :

- practise piano

*my teacher gonna be mad, long time din practise well* :(

- memorize moral

*for moral test tml*

- memorize chemistry note

aizk.

time doesn't enuff.

yesterday slept almost 2am.

i dun wan waste my time .

be gud girl

okie ?

It's already Sunday.

so fast.

i'm still bloggingggg...

sighh~~~

The End.

Timetable of SPM 2009

GOD BLESS ME~

SPM

SPM

SPM

SPM

SPM

share with you all.

timetable of SPM 2009

for all spm candidates.

.BE PREPARED.

i'm coward.

i scared .. :'(

http://www.moe.gov.my/lpm/files/spm/JadualWaktuSPM2009Pin1-5Feb2009.pdf

*CLICK IT* IF YOU DARE

haha *damn evil wei

The End.

♥ Random

1 paper more to go.
*Moral paper*
ha, not a hard subject luckily . :)
but memorizing work .
Hrm, now shows 7.02pm.
My brain is empty now. . argh !!

Nowadays,

my life was so boring, dull, colourless.

Ha ! i think cant stay near kohsze ,

he spread his emo to me. *LOL

i'm emo more often ,

compare to last time.

NO WAY!

i'm a cheerful girl / lady / women.

u guys, cheer me up plzz.

tell some jokes ;

let me laugh badly ;

make silly faces ;

so that my brain have not time to appear someone's image

Well,

yesterday marcus told me a jokes.

quite funny . bit horny .

can't blame him .

he's open minded. LOL

&

he's guitar pro

oh yea,

mayb i should listen a song

"Dnt worry, be happy"

i accidently heard this song since i was std 5 or something,

that time i was having exam.

and mom's car playing this song.

make me more nervous.

i still remember until now.

kinda sweat ..

:D

And yea,

yesterday had a TBM Prom's meeting privately.

what theme should we put thr?

ppl alwayz want something special whut,

made life colourful :)

hee.. i love surprise as well.

19th FEBRUARY

*thursday*

my dearest Mummy b'day.

I LOVE YOU MUMMY ~

very very much love for you.

sweet laaaa..
that day i got tuition.

v had our dinner in KL ,

western food .

sorry mom,

thinking to bake cookies for u.

but bro dint buy ingredients for me.

i will made for u one day.

wait me da~

I was lying in my bro's room.

air-cond damn cold.

haha.

memorizing chemistry's note,

given by ngai zheng, my lovely buddy :)

very helpful and kinda gentleman.

after i memorize his note,

he will prepare some question for me.

Yeah ~

my chemistry.

NO MORE FAIL!

i want an "A"

but physic.

say bye bye to physic.

i dun fren him anymore.

he's sucks. .

Hrm.

now i'm boring.

so dl pink panther I , bolt.

nice ?

mayb funny.

haha.

ok ..

tat's all for today.

cya.

muah <3

Target for add math >> A1

Ok,
tml v will sit for exam bio and maht.
ha. no worries. din study also.
Hrm..
today, sj paper and add math.
2 structure 1 essay for 2 HOURS !
so I gonna take this chance to sleep.
Last night sleep late wake up early to study add math. :)
i finished my sj in 20 mins i think.
ha, same things happened again.
Pn siti Liah, BM teacher,
woke me up and asked :
dik , badan tidak sihat ke ?
ATAU tak boleh buat ?
Den only i told her :
Saya sudah buat habis. .
Zzz.. slept for 1hour ++

Later got add math.
Whee ..
morning i study add math,
at night i study add math,
before sj test i study add math,
recess i study add math.
So, god bless me.
my add math cannot FAIL!
i aiming high for my add math , the only sub.
while other sub i will
NO HOPE dude.

After school ,
mummy on leave.
at home.
so bring me go makan.
weather so hot ..


Later need study math already.
Wish me good luck ..




This will be me during last paper of exam.
haha!!




PICTURE TIME :
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how big different is this ..

SO Please appreciate every single things u owned right now.

some interesting pictures here

I'm sure this is every boy's fav. :)

This is known as Mr Bean's Mother.

to cheer u guys up :D

No fate to blog .

this few day i wanted to update blog but failed.

ha. nvm. finally i'm here today, 1.57pm.

Yeahh..

Monday, back to school AGAIN! yes again. damn god.

is exam week.. hurayy..

can sleep in class .

dun tot i'm jokin oh.

it's true. i'm the 1st one sleep in class. phy, chem ...etc.

2 times teacher woke me up and asked me to double check.

"duh, my paper is blank la teacher, check for wat ? "

saya tembak pun tak tahu :( innocent girl.

but i sure wont sleep durin add math's exam.

i will do my best in my Additional Math Paper.

TARGET = 100% , *impossible*

aiming A1 only :)

i will commit suicide if cant score well in add math.

wheee..

exam goin to end. very fast. lookin forward ha.

after exam --> straight forward [celebration]

syok sendiri rite ? haha.

during exam,

as usual i still watch drama,

as usual on9 chat with frens.

my uncle open one restaurant in desa jaya.

AFTER SPM,

i want to work there..

i must work.

sure can do tat..

"i'm not that small girl that u guys called me" :)

Valentine wedding dinner in Concorde Hotel

continue the day of emo.
well, first thing i wanna thx kse to help lots in my blog.
"mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kpd kse" :D
and now, need to prepared to my cousin's dinner in concorde hotel.
whoo, new dinner dress. looks bit sexy. doesn't suit me la ..
i'm super duper fat.. LOL*
when i reach thr,
saw something familiar..
and i realised he also been thr durin cny.
wat a fate. . :D
that nite, i try some red wine.
taste sour, bitter, sweet.
huh. seriously doesn't like the taste.
but i wants to try!

so tat wont get drunk nex time.

^^v ~

after dinner.

back home at 12.

so zhun.

go bed. ZZZ

big disappointment on you

valentine day supposed to be a romantic, sweet, lovely, graceful day..
Is it valentine just for couple to showoff their LOVE.
If yes tat's too bad.
pls take care of the feeling those who r still single.
dun be the selfish and brainless wan.
They pissed me off!
couple walking here and thr..
i hate it >.<" i'm moody for whole day. wat's wrong wit me? i dunno.
your reaction made me feel tat i'm totally kicked out from ur life, ha.
forced to smile infront frens, that is the only thing i can do.
pls say that i'm fine. . dnt worry .
wants to talk to u but afraid,
i dun hav the guts,
i missed up many chances as i noe. .
but wat's the point ?
i did the stupid decision.
and yes, wat v r right now.
nth will change :)
just need time..
i dreamed :
the moment i walk out to school,
that guy waiting me outside is you.
hehe.
but no way. tat's not u.
u wont do tat. :D
only noe that i miss you so damn much ,
when i saw you appear in school.
and the shadow u left down.

nth much actually
Just to express my feeling here.
.. RELIEF ..

This is the worst vld i have.
i really dnt hav the reason to smile.
Sorry to say that.
I HATE VALENTINE :(

btw, thx that guy for giving me a valentine rose. .

visiting to my house :)

time flies ..
so fast already reached month of february.
after i had done this post is another half and hours again.
time doesn't enuff for me,
i need more time to do my own stuff.
hehe. and i need some private time for me.
But i noe it's only a day dream. haha~
and no time for me to hav a bf now.
study first! study important! study better! sighhhh..

Umm, tok bout yesterday nite .
here's the story begin . . .
i dreamt of a boy.
i dunno who's him actually.
He look familiar, nice look and average body size..
seems like everything was perfect on him..
he's the guy i looking for..
ha, v met up in a restorant i think.
i saw him and v start to hav a short chat.
den v walk through many places, streets.
ha, i still invited him to climb a staircase. LOL.
den dunno how v get in a shopping mall,
our action really looks like sweet couple.
and i like him so much in my dream.
den v shop and walk together,
suddenly he lost and disappear. .
i felt so nervous and find whr he go.
i walk to a LCD screen and i saw :
"Happy Birthday Jessalyn"
omg, i was totally melt. dam romantic.
and he appear infront me on that moment.
-the end-
perhaps it's not a dream,
i will b the luckiest girl in the world. :D
where's him now ?
or he's just a dream.
when I awake, everything back to normal..
haha, i dunno..

Nah, back to reality.
ka wei and min wei came my house.
i served them drinks and cookies.
ha, is it too delicious. they ate many.. LOL.
and v chat bout many things..
and now they back.
and i need to do my homework d..
cya ..
start fight with form 5 ..
~~

sometimes ; quite funny

haha..
Pn.siti liah ,
teach until forget recess time.
so she continue teaching.
teach and teach ~~~
nobody dare to tell her and she also syok sendiri;
while v keep 'tahan' of hunger.
what a sad case. .
X.X.X.X.X.X.X.X.X.X.X
after recess , someone only told her tat recess already over.
everyone laugh ! aha!
like this also can forget.. LOLL
luckly she gave us extra 20mins for our recess..
she's quite good what..
she's not bad actually although sometimes hav da lil strict.. :)

today.
omg. i was damn embarrassed today.
moniter not around so i'm the one who shout "selamat sejahtera"
well, i dun hav lots experience shouting that,
so i make a mistake.
i shout "selamat sejahtera, SITI LIAH"
wat da, as i din realised i shouted wrongly..
my fren remind me only i noe wat happened ..
i forgotten wished Pn. Siti Liah ..
really omg la ... fish man !
luckly she's not angry of me.
aizk.. is so funny..
i admit i'm very noob of that.
HAHA!
what a fun bm teacher i have..